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karly lauren

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hey, so right here goes.... many a time i've tried 2 lose the weight sometimes its worked, but i'm one of those people who never stick at anything, i have no determination, no will power and i just forget about.
i'm 21
5'6
and i weight about 13 and 1/2 stone...
and i'm a size 14/16
(really dont know what these are in the u.s)
but anyway, ive never been comfortable with myself deep down even though i tell everyone i am. and for some reason i really really want 2 do something about it. all my friends are sizes 8 - 10 and now i'm starting 2 feel like the "fat funny mate" i'm such a confident person and i feel now that i'm losing it slowly. i'm not the same person i was, ive even started smoking 2 stop me picking food when i'm bored.

what kills me the most tho is that i used to be so skinny and i can honestly say i really did look 100% better, i want 2 go back to that. the exercise ive decided 2 start up again is swimming. i used to do it all the time i was part of a club, i did competitions i won gold medals, then it all went down hill, all because i get bored easily. i really think this place will keeping me staying on track and determined. even thinking about posint a few before pics.

well i think i've babbled on enough now. so this is me over and out.

karly xx:grouphug:
 
right then day one, i have actually eaten noting 2day, and not on purpose its cos i'm really not hungry at all, i'm always like this, but come 2night i'm so gona stuff my face with absolute crap. ive had about a thousand mugs of tea and that is it. goin swimming 2moro, and the days that i dont go swimming i'm gona do some skipping, thank god i dont drive cos i know that gona help me alot. walking is always good, ive lost the weight before i can do it again i just need 2 kick start my motivation!!

p.s thanks for all your supposrt so far :D xx karly x:seeya:
 
hey i findi hav days lyk dat wen i dont feel hungry at all. best thing to do on those days i fynd is to eat little bits of healthy food often (fruit is always gud). dat way the body doesn't think ure starving and cum nyt tym u wont b starving and binge.

ps. im 5'6'' aswell and tryin to get to 8-10. i'm currently 12-14 so got a wyl to go. anyway well b seeing our goal around the same tym. keep at it.

;-)

x
 
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