juggalette
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Decied to start a diary today, I guess I need somewhere to "vent" and keep track of what I'm doing!
=) I'm always having a hard time figuring out what is an "ideal" size for me. According to all the lovley websites that make me feel like a pile of doggy doo, I have a small body size. I'm 5 10" I don't think that makes me have a small bdy size. Right now I have a 30" waist. And am slowly coming to terms with the idea that I will never look like anyone on tv. I hat
e society for making me feel like I have to look like that.
I really just wanna feel good about myself, I wanna look in the mirror and like what I see. Right now I'm walking and doing some strip-aerobics. =) I had initally lost 50 lbs in six months last summer. I gained back about 20. I was unhealthy in my opinion, I wasn't eating too much. Right now I'm at 143 lbs and wanna loose about 3 pounds. But I'm not really worried about it. I'll get there eventually. I guess one of my problems is that I don't have any sort of special event that I'm trying to get ready for and didn't have a baby or anything so I have nothing to try to loose for. and always seem to be telling myself "oh you can do it tomorrow".
I just want to feel good about myself I want to be excited about getting dressed, not afraid to try on that shirt cause you can see my tummy in it.
Wow, i'm just rammbiling now =)
I always had a problem with my weight, when I was younger (about 10) I rember being somewhere with my older sister and had a second helping of something for dinner, and I rember her telling me that if I kept eating like that I would be overweight. She's always been into fitness and fit and all that. So i rember that hitting me hard. But the reason I started loosing last year was because I was told I had a double chin. yippeee. so there I started. I am proud that I have lost and kept off the 40ish pounds. But most days I have a hard time seeing the weight loss, then I think about it and realize thats 4 sacks of potatoes...4!
Well I'm going to try to keep this up, no promises, but i'll try
=) I'm always having a hard time figuring out what is an "ideal" size for me. According to all the lovley websites that make me feel like a pile of doggy doo, I have a small body size. I'm 5 10" I don't think that makes me have a small bdy size. Right now I have a 30" waist. And am slowly coming to terms with the idea that I will never look like anyone on tv. I hat
e society for making me feel like I have to look like that. I really just wanna feel good about myself, I wanna look in the mirror and like what I see. Right now I'm walking and doing some strip-aerobics. =) I had initally lost 50 lbs in six months last summer. I gained back about 20. I was unhealthy in my opinion, I wasn't eating too much. Right now I'm at 143 lbs and wanna loose about 3 pounds. But I'm not really worried about it. I'll get there eventually. I guess one of my problems is that I don't have any sort of special event that I'm trying to get ready for and didn't have a baby or anything so I have nothing to try to loose for. and always seem to be telling myself "oh you can do it tomorrow".
I just want to feel good about myself I want to be excited about getting dressed, not afraid to try on that shirt cause you can see my tummy in it.
Wow, i'm just rammbiling now =)
I always had a problem with my weight, when I was younger (about 10) I rember being somewhere with my older sister and had a second helping of something for dinner, and I rember her telling me that if I kept eating like that I would be overweight. She's always been into fitness and fit and all that. So i rember that hitting me hard. But the reason I started loosing last year was because I was told I had a double chin. yippeee. so there I started. I am proud that I have lost and kept off the 40ish pounds. But most days I have a hard time seeing the weight loss, then I think about it and realize thats 4 sacks of potatoes...4!
Well I'm going to try to keep this up, no promises, but i'll try