So heres the thing, I need support and advice. I am FAT! I can't stand myself anymore, I hate wearing jeans I hate going to class I don't go to clubs anymore. I've never been thin. I'm almost 20 years old. I used to weigh 210, and then I lost about 40'bs and got down to 170. Still pretty chubby but I still looked decent, I went out had fun you know. I went away to college and gained 15 lbs, now I am at 185 and for some reason i just can not take being fat anmore!!! I have tried everything, I have use laxitives because I can hate myself when I over eat. I am overly stressed from school so I rarely work out, although I would really like too. I probably eat about 1900 calries a day which isn't bad, I just can not loose weight. I just need help support and advice. I eat a lot of unhealthy foods. When I move back home in May I plan to start eating VERY HEALTHY!! Like shrimp, saleds, chicken, and fruit. I want to cut fat and sugar outta my life. Its just hard!!! I really need support, and help. I do not want to take laxative, I just feel like they are the only way outta my hell.