Kate's weight loss diary!

Hey guys,

I'm not getting on the scale today - I know i'm meant to be documenting my gains too but, honestly, I don't think I could handle seeing a bad number on there.

I decided that after a hell of a lot of hounding and begging from him, to get back with my ex. This meant that I had to make the hard and awful decision to cut communications with another guy in my life because of jealousy problems on my boyfriends part and honestly, being between the two wasn't healthy for all 3 of us.

I don't know if I made the right decision...actually, I know that everybody but my boyfriend would tell me that I made the WRONG one...but I figure that 4 years of history is too long to just throw away, even if it means I have to say goodbye to my happiness for a lil while.

I sound regretful...I am a little because I had found a really amazing friend in this other guy. I only hope that he can find somebody else who fully deserves him and who won't mess him around like I ended up doing unintentionally...and I feel awful about it.

Anyway - I guess I just needed to vent somewhere because I don't feel as if I have anybody in my life to talk to about these problems...and I guess i'll let you all know if i've made a mistake :/
 
katers said:
Hey guys,

I'm not getting on the scale today - I know i'm meant to be documenting my gains too but, honestly, I don't think I could handle seeing a bad number on there.

I decided that after a hell of a lot of hounding and begging from him, to get back with my ex. This meant that I had to make the hard and awful decision to cut communications with another guy in my life because of jealousy problems on my boyfriends part and honestly, being between the two wasn't healthy for all 3 of us.

I don't know if I made the right decision...actually, I know that everybody but my boyfriend would tell me that I made the WRONG one...but I figure that 4 years of history is too long to just throw away, even if it means I have to say goodbye to my happiness for a lil while.

I sound regretful...I am a little because I had found a really amazing friend in this other guy. I only hope that he can find somebody else who fully deserves him and who won't mess him around like I ended up doing unintentionally...and I feel awful about it.

Anyway - I guess I just needed to vent somewhere because I don't feel as if I have anybody in my life to talk to about these problems...and I guess i'll let you all know if i've made a mistake :/
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Hey Kate!!! Read your entire thread!!!:):) Was so much fun to read. My names Kate too and im 20 also, you didnt mention what height you are though?:):)

Your boyfriend sounds like a complete dickhead!!! Your after loosing so much weight and you were gorgeous looking even when you were 201, so for him to dump you then was well out of order. Your on your way of reaching your goal weight and i know that a new handsome guy, with a sweet heart will come your way and love you for YOU regardless of how much you weigh on the scales.

Congrats on the weight loss, im so jealous you have NO stretch marks, im covered in them its horrible:( Anyway your a huge inspiration and i hope one day i can run like you!!:)

All the best hun xxxx
 
Irishprincess said:
Hey Kate!!! Read your entire thread!!!:):) Was so much fun to read. My names Kate too and im 20 also, you didnt mention what height you are though?:):)

Your boyfriend sounds like a complete dickhead!!! Your after loosing so much weight and you were gorgeous looking even when you were 201, so for him to dump you then was well out of order. Your on your way of reaching your goal weight and i know that a new handsome guy, with a sweet heart will come your way and love you for YOU regardless of how much you weigh on the scales.

Congrats on the weight loss, im so jealous you have NO stretch marks, im covered in them its horrible:( Anyway your a huge inspiration and i hope one day i can run like you!!:)

All the best hun xxxx
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Thank you for your kind comments, you're so lovely! And you have a lovely name too of course :p

I am about 5ft 5"...maybe a little bit shorter, but i'd like to think I am this tall haha - I am such a midget compared to my friends.

You know what, my boyfriend can be a dickhead, as we all can sometimes, but he is bettering himself right now so i've decided to give him the benefit of the doubt for a while. It might be hard but I think I have you guys' support on here for any time I just need to vent lol.

At the end of the day, I want a guy who is able to support me through no matter what, and love me for me, no matter what my size is. I'm not sure i'm mentally ok to be in a serious relationship right now, because I need to work on myself mentally and physically, but apparently he wouldn't take no for an answer (warning sign maybe?) so I just gave in in the end...i'm a little weak in the saying no and making myself happy department.

But thank you for calling me gorgeous none the less - it means a lot to me that even a girl was able to find me pretty at 201lbs.

As for stretch marks, I had them my entire life growing up - a lot around my breasts (it was just disgusting), on the sides of my torso (im guessing the love handle area lol) and also a lil bit by my bikini line. A lot of it was due to growing too quickly...I had pretty large damn boobs for a 13 year old, but of course the rest is from being over weight. Luckily they've just turned white and now that i'm a little more tan they're invisible. Nobody notices them unless I say something!

I have 3 little ones on my stomach from when I hit about 200lbs a year ago. They're going away but I honestly kind of like to see them and think of where i've come from. It's a shame that they showed up but it's a reminder of what will happen to me if I ever get back to that weight.

Anyway Kate, good luck with your weight loss - i'm sure you are beautiful inside and out! I'm going to go have a look at your profile now :)
 
katers said:
Thank you for your kind comments, you're so lovely! And you have a lovely name too of course :p

I am about 5ft 5"...maybe a little bit shorter, but i'd like to think I am this tall haha - I am such a midget compared to my friends.

You know what, my boyfriend can be a dickhead, as we all can sometimes, but he is bettering himself right now so i've decided to give him the benefit of the doubt for a while. It might be hard but I think I have you guys' support on here for any time I just need to vent lol.

At the end of the day, I want a guy who is able to support me through no matter what, and love me for me, no matter what my size is. I'm not sure i'm mentally ok to be in a serious relationship right now, because I need to work on myself mentally and physically, but apparently he wouldn't take no for an answer (warning sign maybe?) so I just gave in in the end...i'm a little weak in the saying no and making myself happy department.

But thank you for calling me gorgeous none the less - it means a lot to me that even a girl was able to find me pretty at 201lbs.

As for stretch marks, I had them my entire life growing up - a lot around my breasts (it was just disgusting), on the sides of my torso (im guessing the love handle area lol) and also a lil bit by my bikini line. A lot of it was due to growing too quickly...I had pretty large damn boobs for a 13 year old, but of course the rest is from being over weight. Luckily they've just turned white and now that i'm a little more tan they're invisible. Nobody notices them unless I say something!

I have 3 little ones on my stomach from when I hit about 200lbs a year ago. They're going away but I honestly kind of like to see them and think of where i've come from. It's a shame that they showed up but it's a reminder of what will happen to me if I ever get back to that weight.

Anyway Kate, good luck with your weight loss - i'm sure you are beautiful inside and out! I'm going to go have a look at your profile now :)
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Oh you definitly have all our support hun, thats what this forum is all about, supporting one another:)

Im 5'7 ( thaaaaaank god, if i was any shorter i'd look like a potato haha!!). Hun you are more than welcome, you are gorgeous though!! I hope you know it:) cant believe you had stretch marks, your body looks like its stretch mark free!! You sound like your doing an amazing job, we all have our ups and downs but the main thing is if we have a bad day ( food wise or mentally wise) we stay positive for the next day!:):) Thanks for the encouragement girl i really appreciate it:)
 
Oooo looking good in the bikini!!! Can totally see the core difference and the arms and especially the belly. More motivation for me!!!

With the guy thing... you're already hot, but when you get to your goal weight and become smoking hot, believe me you won't even have to worry about thoughts like "oh it's been 4 years, don't want to throw 4 years down the road" or worrying about boyfriends being jealous. You'll be having too much fun trying to throw all those other boys out of the way to even worry about such nonsense and as the Brits would say..."rubbish"
 
Wow you're looking great already! There's definitely a change in your pics, especially in your mid-section. Awesome, keep it up! :)

You probably shouldn't weigh yourself if you don't feel like it. If there is a bad number on the scale, you might lose some of your motivation. Been there. :(
 
Hey guys,

Sorry i've been a little distant. I haven't been feeling too good and found a lump in my breast so i'll probably be off here for a bit so that I can get that checked and sorted out.

Hoping for the best that it's just nothing of course but i'll let you know how it all goes once i've figured out the best thing to do!

I really need to get back on track so once i'm in the clear then i'm coming back stronger than ever, I promise.

Katers
 
katers said:
Hey guys,

Sorry i've been a little distant. I haven't been feeling too good and found a lump in my breast so i'll probably be off here for a bit so that I can get that checked and sorted out.

Hoping for the best that it's just nothing of course but i'll let you know how it all goes once i've figured out the best thing to do!

I really need to get back on track so once i'm in the clear then i'm coming back stronger than ever, I promise.

Katers
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Oh my god, you poor thing!! I hope to god its nothing serious Kate.

I'll say a few prayers for you:)

All the best hun
 
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