Frecklpop1
New member
Well, finally I can poston the forums! I registered a couple days ago, but my activation email never sent... anyways, I just finally re-registered, and I can post! haha. 
My name is Brittany, I'm 21 years old. I guess I'll start with why I've had weight issues most of my life. I was raised as the youngest of 4 kids... 2 older brothers and 1 older sister. My older sister was just gorgeous, and everyone knew it. She was tall, had long blonde hair, and hazel eyes. She wanted to be a model, and easily could have been... but my parents didn't have the money at the time. My mom always favored her the most, and always talked about how beautiful she was. I was shorter, with short brown hair, and dark brown eyes... and just about never skinny enough.
My parent's weren't harsh by any means... but they would make comments one what I was eating and about my weight when I was only 12 or so. I wasn't even big.. but at the time I thought so! I was probably a size 7 womens.. if that.
I went through phases of trying to make myself sick after eating, but it would never stick with me. I've battled with my weight insecurities for years now, and I can't stand it any longer.
Last year I just quit eating. I would fast all the time, and go days without anything but water. I ended up losing over 30 pounds, and felt great about myself... except that I was always tired, and hungry. Of course over the months, I've gained almost all the weight back.
Long story short.. I am just trying not to get back into the bad habits of the ED lifestyle. I want to lose weight the healthy way, and I'm definitely going to need support for that. Thanks for reading..
~Brittany.
CW: unknown.. I need to unpack my scale. But probablyaround 180.
Ultimate GW: (used to be 120) Now is 135-140.
GW1: 170
Height: 5 ft 8
My name is Brittany, I'm 21 years old. I guess I'll start with why I've had weight issues most of my life. I was raised as the youngest of 4 kids... 2 older brothers and 1 older sister. My older sister was just gorgeous, and everyone knew it. She was tall, had long blonde hair, and hazel eyes. She wanted to be a model, and easily could have been... but my parents didn't have the money at the time. My mom always favored her the most, and always talked about how beautiful she was. I was shorter, with short brown hair, and dark brown eyes... and just about never skinny enough.
My parent's weren't harsh by any means... but they would make comments one what I was eating and about my weight when I was only 12 or so. I wasn't even big.. but at the time I thought so! I was probably a size 7 womens.. if that.
I went through phases of trying to make myself sick after eating, but it would never stick with me. I've battled with my weight insecurities for years now, and I can't stand it any longer.
Last year I just quit eating. I would fast all the time, and go days without anything but water. I ended up losing over 30 pounds, and felt great about myself... except that I was always tired, and hungry. Of course over the months, I've gained almost all the weight back.
Long story short.. I am just trying not to get back into the bad habits of the ED lifestyle. I want to lose weight the healthy way, and I'm definitely going to need support for that. Thanks for reading..
~Brittany.
CW: unknown.. I need to unpack my scale. But probablyaround 180.
Ultimate GW: (used to be 120) Now is 135-140.
GW1: 170
Height: 5 ft 8
