ii am obsessed with my weight loss and other peoples

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xxjanexx0

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Hello, i'm not sure if this is in right place but never mind!

I had another account on here but i forgot the password and the username...

ANyway, i am obsessed with my weight. i go to gym for 1 - 2 hours 4 times a week.... i dont eat enough and im obsessed with how i look. I get so depressed because im unhappy with my body.

When i hear about people i know loosing weight i feel my heart racing and i feel insanely jealous - i have actually CRIED over it!!!! Even when girls i know lose a bit of weight and are still bigger than me i feel like shit because i am just so jealous!

I get sooo angry that i exercise so much and stay same weight and other girls don't exercise at all and eat normally and are same size as me.

I dont know whats up with me. i dont know why im typing this. i just cant tell anyone else. when i am upset about my weight people ask me whats wrong but i just cant tell them the reasons why i am so upset as they just think im being vain and stupid.

i probably am. just dont know why i feel this way :(

thanks for reading if you did xxx
 
I think what your going through is totally normal! I do the same thing. I had an overweight friend in HS...not that her weight was EVER an issue. BUT now that i've gained so much weight, I found her again on facebook and found out that she's been losing weight and now i'm the "fat friend" Its DEVISTATING!!! So I know how you feel! My neighbor also has lost weight and it kills me. I'm like, WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!

ANYWHO...my point is....your ok, its a normal responce!
 
yeah deffo feels better to say it!!!

Just glad i'm not the only one who feels like this sometimes tee hee xxxxxx
 
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