When I was in K-12, I was in special education classes for no reason at all. My mom knew I shouldn't be in there either, but the schools screw us over and my middle school teacher would not allow me to go into regular classes because he was a jerk. My mom told me that the reason why I was in special education when I was a little kid was because of my speech, which was stupid. I don't know why though that my mom didn't put me in regular classes when I was a kid. My mom is the one that had the choice to put me in regular classes and not let the school people put me in special education classes (those who have learning disabilities), but she never did anything about it until I realized I was not where I belonged in middle school. I was way behind the regular education students, my self esteem was low from immature people picking on me because I was in special education classes, and I looked stupid a lot from not knowing much or not really have any friends there for me to help me out. Mostly everyone was bullies to the kids that belonged to the special education program.
What can I do to get normal like everyone else? These people should not have done this to me and I should of been normal like everyone else if this didnt happen. My mom should not of went on with letting them putting me in special classes when I was a kid. Finally though, in my senior year at high school I was put into resource classes. Currently - I am a female in my 3rd year at college, 20 years old, majoring in graphic design (art field), trying to make a college sports team (softball or soccer) before I graduate, and almost done with my GE classes so I can focus on my major. When I pick my classes, I always use http;//ratemyprofessor.com and make sure the teachers I have are based on my level of learning due to the past. I make sure they have study guides before the tests and let us know what will be on the test, so I can know what will be on the test and study based on that. Because of my lack of reading comrephension (it is very low because I was screwed over as a kid) is not that good, I have trouble picking what to study so I really do need a good rating of the teacher and a good study guide to be able to do well on the tests.
Right now, I feel like I want to be normal like everyone else and I wish I can go back in time when I was a kid and replace special classes with regular classes so I can be normal like everyone else. My self-esteem has always been low, my reading comprehension is low, my vocabulary is not that great, and because of those 3 things, it effects my conversation with people and what I want to say or do and if I am saying the right things or not. I feel like I want to be alone all the time now and I havent been to church in a while. I use the internet to go on message boards for advice and things. At school when I am not in class or doing homework, I am always at the fitness center working out or on the track doing cardio/sprint work and training for the sport I want to tryout for.
What can I do to get normal like everyone else? These people should not have done this to me and I should of been normal like everyone else if this didnt happen. My mom should not of went on with letting them putting me in special classes when I was a kid. Finally though, in my senior year at high school I was put into resource classes. Currently - I am a female in my 3rd year at college, 20 years old, majoring in graphic design (art field), trying to make a college sports team (softball or soccer) before I graduate, and almost done with my GE classes so I can focus on my major. When I pick my classes, I always use http;//ratemyprofessor.com and make sure the teachers I have are based on my level of learning due to the past. I make sure they have study guides before the tests and let us know what will be on the test, so I can know what will be on the test and study based on that. Because of my lack of reading comrephension (it is very low because I was screwed over as a kid) is not that good, I have trouble picking what to study so I really do need a good rating of the teacher and a good study guide to be able to do well on the tests.
Right now, I feel like I want to be normal like everyone else and I wish I can go back in time when I was a kid and replace special classes with regular classes so I can be normal like everyone else. My self-esteem has always been low, my reading comprehension is low, my vocabulary is not that great, and because of those 3 things, it effects my conversation with people and what I want to say or do and if I am saying the right things or not. I feel like I want to be alone all the time now and I havent been to church in a while. I use the internet to go on message boards for advice and things. At school when I am not in class or doing homework, I am always at the fitness center working out or on the track doing cardio/sprint work and training for the sport I want to tryout for.
Also, your posts are more intelligently written than most so your comprehension cant be that low haha.
