I am doing this for the last and final time!

HappyHendrix

HappyHendrix

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Hello Everyone who reads this. I am 22 years old and I am trying a weight loss journal for the last and final time. I am sick of being looked at because of my weight and how I constantly feel ugly and all that sad self depreciating stuff.

Anyway I have been seeing a trainer since April and I have lost 18lbs so far. started @ 294 now at 276 and I weigh in tomorrow Hopefully I hit the 20lbs mark or more.

I always stress out so much about weigh ins. I love my trainer he is so sweet and really cares about my weight loss. I look at all the people on here who have lost 100+ pounds and you guys are such an inspiration.

I work 2 jobs, seven days week and I am in college too. I am working so hard I just hope this has a good outcome.

Brianna.
 
hey brianna!! awesome to hear about ur 18lbs... and dont worry its going to get loads better! just keep going strong. even if ur not seeing the results ur hoping for right away, it'll all be worth it in the end!! and DONT get self depreciating... (been there done that :)) exercise has this amazing way of making me feel thin even if i dont lose a single inch or kg! lol... anyway... keep it up... i'll be watching ur progress!!
 
WillLose60 said:
Congratulations on losing 18 lbs! I stress about weigh-ins too:( How often do you weigh-in?

WillLose60
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Hi thanks for the response. I weigh in every two weeks and sadly I didn't lose any weight this weigh in. Just some inches. It really brought me down that day.

Thanks for reading.
 
I will keep this short as I am on a time crunch. But I noticed in a pic taken in Janurary compared to now my face looks thinner. this is just the boost of improvement I needed. I will post the pix here in the next couple of days. :)
 
update!

I am feeling depressed today. I don't know why, I went walking/jogging for 55 mins today and I am just so tired these days.

Working two jobs, full time school is not my cup of tea. I am poooped.

I really just need a friend I think. Someone that has lost 100+ that looks awesome now as motivation. Someone to text and complain when I don't feel the best at all. Any takers? This is all wishful thinking I believe. hmm I have to work out with my PT tomorrow. this is not the hour i should be awake to see him tomorrow.

sheesh.
 
There are a few very inspiring people on here, who have lost more than 100 pounds (wishes, Omega, YMCA chick), look for their diaries, you will find real "thinspiration" there!

I am like you, I feel like I work hard and nothing is happening, I am not losing weight for whatever reason, and why should I then make the effort. But then again, if I had thought like this some almost 30 pounds back I would not be here now and today, would I?

Just stay strong, this is long term, and soon you will jump down some more and feel motivated again!
Have a great week, Camy
 
Thanks so much Camy.

I will continue my search for some inspiration. Thanks for commenting and I too wish you a better week too.

Brianna.
 
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