Hey... I am 220lbs. and pretty much sick of it. I don't want to be super skinny just a lot healthier. I want to do it for me(first of all), my kiddies, and my husband( he says he loves me no matter what, but still). I wanna lose like 75 lbs. To be 145 lbs is a goal that feels so far out of my reach. It drives me crazy. I neeeeed motivation. I neeeeed to do this. I am tired of being, to put it bluntly, huge. This week I am buying a treadmill and gonna eat healthy..... oh yeah