Hey Everyone!

Hey,what's up?
I'm Lotty, 17 and I'm from the Netherlands. I decided to join a forum like this to get a little motivation to get in shape again.
When I was about 13-14 I really got into that stage of being insecure and unhappy with myself (everybody knows what I'm talking about). I was doing really bad in school and I started eating more and more. I was about 5'4 (1.60m) and weigh about 148 pounds (67 kg). That's pretty heavy for a short 14 year-old, and I felt worse and worse about it. I realized that I was eating way to much, and started to give up food... No, not only the junkfood I'd eat after school, but basically everything. I honestly thought I'd lose the pounds if I'd only eat a cracker during the day and dinner at night (so my parents wouldn't notice).
Well, as you all know, it's not the best way to get rid of that fat. I gained four more pounds, and my friends finally started pointing out that I wasn't doing it right, and that it was very unhealthy.
At a certain point I realized that I really had to do something about it. I failed that year in school, but I didn't mind. I felt like doing that year again was able to give me a fresh start. I started eatig breakfast, lunch and allowed myself to eat potato chips only in the weekend. I didn't work out at all, but the pounds went off like crazy. Within 6 months I had lost over 20 pounds.
But here I am, 2 years later. I'm glad I'm not that heavy as I used to be. I've been at 117 pounds (5'8 now) since a year and a half. I'm pretty thin, but you know what the problem is ... yupz.. the fat around the tummy. I've allowed it to be there for way to long, but I really want to get rid of it.

So that's what got me here. I haven't worked out since I can remember. I've been doing Pilates for about 6 months now, and noticed that it's giving me stronger muscles and it cleares my mind, but it doesn't burn a lot of fat. I absolutely cannot run for a long time. When I run too long, I get really dizzy and it gets black in front of my eyes. I know I need to work on that one by doing a lot of cardio, step by step.

I haven't really changed my diet, because I didn't really had to. I barely eat meat (only grilled chicken), sodas or junkfood. I'm addicted to veggies and salads, and I try to make sure that I eat at least two fruits everyday. What I recently started to do (I've been reading it all over the fourm here) is eating 5-6 meals a day. Let's see if that makes a difference. The only thing I did cut out was candy bars (doing that really broke my heart...). I used to eat one or even two KitKat/Mars/Snickers/Lion bars a day (during school days). I think that'll make a big difference.

So, all that's left for me to do is exercise. And it's the hardest thing to do for me... First of all... time... But I know that's no excuse. I'll have to learn to set my priorities. Second one... motivation. I've tried a lot, like listening to music, but it doesn't help (I'm a music addict, so that's really, really weird). What has been helping me a lot these days is putting a DVD in my DVD player of a concert (like Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson.... yeah.... I'm a bubblegum-pop-girl :eek: ).

As exercise I've been doing Les Mills Body Attack... It's so tough. Thankfully, the video's are divided in parts, and I've got to the point that I can make through part 4. I'm also gonna check out their other classes like Body Jam and Body Combat. Just to try something different.

So.... that's why I'm here ;) I'm going to start a diary on here too, so you guys can keep tack on what I've been doing:rolleyes:
 
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