Here I am, on the road again

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Hello there, I'm Scott and I'm a eataholic.

My diet has never been the best, starting when I was much younger and living at home. I played soccer from 3rd grade until my junior year of high school and had a fast metab. so I never had to watch what I ate.

Even after moving out I still worked out a decent bit and my metab was still high enough I did not have to worry. As it always does though, it caught up with me. At 5'9" I was happy at 165, and okay at 170 and 175.

However, about 4 or 5 years ago I went to stay with an injured family member for a month. While there I started eating a full 3 meals a day again, and shot up to around 190+.....the highest I had ever been. Between that and the stress of my situation (not used to getting up that early, cranky old lady yelling at me a lot, etc) I broke out an old bicycle.

A year or so later I was nuts about fitness........I worked out around 90 minutes a day, 5 or 6 days a week, rotating good cardio (bicycle rides, cross country running, hill repeats, heavy bag work, and jumprope) with solid weight training. My diet was air-tight, and I was in the best shape of my life, hands-down. Better than my 10th year of soccer (ok, maybe not better cardiovascular shape, but close, and better overall), better than my time in the airborne infantry.

Then came college. No dorms for me, but when I hit the 6 month wall/prison sentence known as MicroSoft classes I lost it. It was so stressful I allowed it as an excuse to not just stop working out, but to eat horribly again. Pizza 3 times a week? Sure, just get me through this!

So here I am, back to 200 pounds again and feeling it. My sleep isn't as good, my stamina sucks, girls quit smiling back at me some time ago. It's awful. It's my fault. And it is fixable.

At 5'9" with a medium frame (except maybe my shoulders, which are smallish end of the large frame I think) my target weights is - according to the experts - around 162 to 165. I doubt I will ever see that low, as 165 looked great on me as a teen....before my frame expanded. So, my goal is to get back to 175.

Last time I saw that weight my stomach was flat, my body was cut nicely with a little rip going, and I felt awesome. Eventually I will start worrying about body fat as well, shooting for 15% or less. As I am sure I am back up around 25% I am too disgusted to check it until I lose some serious weight. Same for actual weight. it should be 200, but might be as high as 210.

I know from the last time round that the 1st month or two the fat loss will not show (or not show much) on the scales as muscle gain easily paces it that early. So, no scales for a while - we're going to focus on duration of exercise, energy levels, and maintaining a healthy diet.

Speaking of which - my diet is slowly improving. I'm down to pizza every other week, eating breakfast again, and keeping healthy snacks around. Today I will be eating a low carb breakfast bowl to get me going (fast food as a treat, woot) and will probly have a glass of low-fat chocolate milk post-workout. I use acidopholous milk, for those of you familiar with the stuff. I plan on a balanced energy/sports bar for my midday snack, chicken for lunch, and who knows beyond that.

On the exercise front, I have been back at it for 2 weeks now. I do 5 days, staggering cardio and weights back and forth. Whichever I do 3 days of in 1 week I rotate to be my 2 session activity the next. Cardio is 45 minutes, usually a blend of bicycle and walking. The area I live in is almost all hills, so even on a walk I can get the ole' heartrate up nicely.

Weights is only 30 minutes right now, as I lack the stamina to push it beyond that just yet. I shoot for 3 sets of 8-10 doing: curls, 20 lb. free weights; tricep drops, 20. lb FW; shoulder presses on the exercise ball, 30 lb. FW; bench press, 125 lb; and either lat pulldowns at 60+ lb or pullups.

No visual changes yet, but my energy levels are decidedly up and I am sleeping much better now. When I set an alarm for 90 or 120 minutes before I work, I actually get up on the 1st alarm and work out. A week ago I was hitting the snooze or resetting the alarm so that I could sleep more, but only had time left to get ready for work and eat before going in.

Finally, today was weight day, and I feel great afterward. Smoked and tight, especially in the arms. Time to hit the showers, and sorry for the novel.
 
Doing okay today. Got up early enough to sneak in 45 or 50 minutes of biking and walking. Had to skip breakfast, but managed to grab a pretty early lunch and split a steak sub into two meals.

On a split between work shifts now, and had the afternoon sleepies so I snagged 30 minutes of light work on the heavy bag and some other odds n' ends. Feeling more awake now and ready to finish the day.

Off the next two days, so I will not be exercising but will post the diet.
 
Wow, yesterday's second workout really did the trick. Left my shoulders and the very uppermost part of my back sore as all get-out. Ended up eating clean for the day, with a single bad spot (grabbed a slice of "cinni-pie" from work before leaving").

Noticed this morning that my stomach isn't sticking out as far as it has been lately, and I can see almost all of Mr. Winky when I look down. (woohoo, the 1st sign that I am beating back the dickydoo disease)

Anyways, off work today so I am taking a free day from the exercise for recovery. Will be eating clean except for dinner - which is going to be my big cheat meal for the week. We finally got a Mellow Mushroom in town, so I am hooking up with the parents later tonight to go there for dinner. Mmmm, pizza.

I promise to not overdo the overdoing though, and will stop stuffing my face at the 1st sign of satiation.
 
hi Scott, looks like you on your way to a good start, it is good to see you have included a rest day in your program :)
 
hi Scott, looks like you on your way to a good start, it is good to see you have included a rest day in your program :)

I actually take two, back to back, and try to mesh them with my off days from work so it is a complete day off. Well, until you count all the house work, side projects, and people to see.

Anyways, did okay my off days, although I did indeed snag some pizza.

Today was good on the exercise but very up and down as far as food goes.

3 sets of 10 reps, 2 x 20 lb. free weights for both curls and tricep drops
3 sets of 10 reps, 2 x 30 lb. free weights for shoulder presses
4 sets at 8, 8, 8, 7 benchpress at 125 lb.
30 minutes total, needs back work but I need to build basic strength and stamina for much of that to happen

Breakfast - chicken biscuit from Hardees (mmmmmmm, garbage)
Snack - two AB&J (almond butter and jelly) sandwiches
the jelly was nice strawberry, with no HFCS in it
the bread is the new(ish) offering from Peperidge Farm, it is 100%
whole wheat and in addition to being smaller (about 75 or 80%
spreadable surface vs. a "standard" slice) it is also sliced
very thin
Lunch - 3/4 a tray of spicy tuna sushi from the local Fresh Market
Snack/dinner - 3 slices of pizza at work

I feel bad about the bad food later in the day, and fully admit it is my own darned fault for not coming to the back half of my work day with a snack or meal packed. I always stumble in the kitchen, and this time around is no exception.

Anyways, cardio tomorrow, will post then.
 
Yesterday's update

45 or 50 minutes of cardio after awaking. 27-30 on the bike and the rest on foot.

1st meal: grilled chicken plate - breast, leg, green beans, potatoes (went light on them)

2nd meal: two sammiches; one AB&J, one roast beef and both were on the mini bread

3rd meal: 1st 1/2 of chicken fajitas from Applebees

4th meal: 2nd 1/2 of.........

Anyways, feeling good but very aware that I need to hit the grocery store in earnest and then start prepping for work shifts that go into overtime and whatnot.
 
Yesterday:

3 x 10 curls with 2 x 20 lb DB
3 x 10 triceps drops with 2 x 20 lb DB
3 x 10 shoulder press with 2 x 30 lb DB
bench press at 125 lb, 4 sets of : 10, 8, 9, 8

1st feeding - 6 oz. steak done medium with steamed brocolli and 1/2 order of garlic mashed potatoes
2nd feeding - 2 small sammiches, 1 port and 1 chicken
3rd feeding - 1/2 C. or so baby carrots and Stonyfield greek yogurt with honey
4th feeding - personal pizza from work, bacon and green olives

Today:

38 minutes cardio, all on foot.....knew it would be a little short so I did all my walking on the hill o'doom for increased cardio work

1st feeding - low carb breakfast bowl
2nd feeding - 2 micro AB&J sammiches
3rd feeding - another 1/2 c. or so of baby carrots

Updating 2 days out, so I forgot when I ate what, so I am adding the rest of the food in a single lump.

banana, Clif dipped Mojo bar, another serving of carrots, side of mac n/ cheese, roast beef au ju (I never touch gravy, so just a RB sammi), one slice sausage pizza, and a few bits of granola
 
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Don't put off including back, you need to keep things in balance, I also see your not hitting your legs during your strength workout ?
 
Not yet, and most likely not at all. Once I ramp up from walking to running I will get plenty of leg work - gotta love living 1/2 mile downhill from the city's cross country trail/track. I will toss in the odd lunge and squat I am sure, but I tend to keep weight days focused on the upper body.

As for my back, I have had bad results with hurting it by adding it into my workout rotation to quickly in the past. Could my form on other exercises be bad enough in the beginning to engage my back? Or maybe I'm in such poor shape that what little engagement my back does get from the rest of my work that it is enough for now.

Either way, my body has spoken and I will wait until I can break through the 30 minute mark on weight days to try and buck the back. Shouldn't be more than a week or two.
 
Tuesday June 16th

weight day

curls - sets of 10 with 2 x 20 lb DB - 4
triceps drops - sets of 10 with 2 x 20 lb. DB - 4
shoulder press - sets of 10 with 2 x 30 lb. DB - 3
bench press - 125 lb - 10, 8, 8, 6

food for the day

Low carb breakfast bowl at Hardees, banana, carrots again, 2 tacos with 2 oz. queso/chips, dry hot wings, several chunks of granola......this granola was great: made locally, it was moist and fluffy layers of oats, chunks of fruits, and sunflower seeds.

I'm going to have to add some protein shakes into the mix I am thinking, and up my intake of fruits/veggies some more.
 
Depending on the way you do curls they can effect your back with bad form but the other exercises shouldn't engage the back unless your bench pressing in a shirt which most ppl don't.

which part of your back usually hurts ?
 
the very lower back. And it doesn't hurt but is prone to easy injuries early on, if that makes sense. Also, my stamina is down so far......it's frustrating to know you can get to 90 minute workouts, but to barely be able to handle 30 right now.

Did okay on my off days, but not great. Did get two servings of trout in but also had some junk.

Yesterday (cause my power was off until midnight and I worked all day)

food - large Arby's roast beef sammich (1/2 the bun tossed), 2 slices of pizza, 2 AB&J sammiches, 1/2 c. of baby carrots, banana, 10 oz. sirloin steak, steamed brocolli

Exercise-50 minutes of hiking the local hill o'doom
 
Yesterday: weights

curls (C) sets of 10 with 2 x 20 lb DB
tricep drop (TD) sets of 10 with 2 x 20 lb DB
shoulder press (SP) sets of 10 with 2 x 30 lb DB
bench press (BP) at 125 lb.

C, TD, SP, C, TD, SP, C, TD, SP, BP - 9, C, BP - 8, TD, BP - 8, SP, BP- 8

Food was pretty good, but I am too tired to recall what all I ate

Today: Father's Day

No exercise. I got up early to do church with the family, then did lunch with em (ate pizza, mmmmmm, pizza), followed by some errands and then I had to turn around and go to work. I was scheduled off at 8, so I saw a late cardio session.

However, I worked until 11:20 or so, so I will be trying to cram an extra cardio session in on top of tomorrow's weights.

Food was awful, pizza for two meals and about 2 C. of baby carrots spread around with a glass of chocolate milk with whey protein.
 
Monday 6-22-76

1st session

Curls (C) w/ 2 x 20 lb DB
Triceps drops (TD) w/ 2 x 20 lb DB
Shoulder press (SP) w/ 2 x 30 lb DB
Bench press (BP) @ 125

Cx10, TDx10, SPx10,
Cx10, TDx10, SPx10,
Cx10, TDx10, SPx10,
BPx10, Cx10, BPx10,
TDx10, BPx8, SPx7,
BPx9

2nd session

45-50 minutes of light jogging intervals. Still probly 3/4 or 2/3 walking, but better a little jogging in the mix than none.

food

food for the day- 2 banananananas, 1 large glass of milk with whey protein, low carb breakfast bowl, carrots (amount unknown), 2 cookies, 1 Schlotzsky's sammich


Tuesday 6-23-76

Cardio session

Another mix of walking with a little jogging in there. 50 minutes, good times.

food

low carb breakfast bowl, 2+ cups of carrots throughout the day, around 1/4-1/2 c. homemade granola, 2 large glasses of milk: 1 with whey, 1 with whey and dark chocolate syrup, unsauced wings


Wednesday 6-24-76

Off day, ate some junk, ate some not junk, did not work out

Thursday 6-25-76

see Wed 6-24
 
CARDIO DAY!!!111 woot

Exercise

45 minutes on the hill and track, intervals again
probly no more than 12 so of that was jogging
had to go at 2:30, so it was HOT (note to self to look up on physiological effects of heat on exercise)

Food

2 sausage biscuits
1/2 c. baby carrots
glass of chocolate milk (acidophilus milk w/ Hershey's dark chocolate) for PWR
banana
plate of food for dinner: some fries and fried okra, a bunch of fresh fruit from Publix (blueberry, pineapple, kiwi, and strawberry) and a bison burger - all home-made and the fryer oil was canola for what little it helps

I may need to snack again before bed; will toss down a Clif bar of some sorts if so



Feeling mostly good, but kind of rundown. I'm pretty sure I need to bump the kcals up some.

Drinking plenty of water, for sure. The heat and the exercise both take it out of me hard and I probly run through 20 oz of water every hour or so when I am at work (6+ hours a day, 5 days a week) and maybe 1 or 2 quarts on my off days.

I am working hard enough to know I will progress without fear of overworking myself into a pit, and I sleep 8 hours most nights, but I still feel tired a lot of the time. Tired but enervated if that makes sense.

Get up an hour early and workout? No problem most days; an improvement to be sure. Maintain good energy all day? Not so good - I want a nap 3 or 4 days a week right now.

I am weaning myself back off the sodas too, and that may be the big thing. I was back up to 1-2 liters a day around a month or so ago. I am still drinking some, but it is more like 40 oz a day at most. I also try to make sure that I don't have any until I have been up a few hours, digested breakfast, and gotten some water and possibly juice down my gullet.
 
Curls - 2 x 30 lb DB - 5 reps
triceps drops - 2 x 20 lb DB - 10 reps
shoulder press - 2 x 30 lb DB - 10 reps
bench press @ 125 lb x 10
lat pulldowns @ 80 lb x 10
3 minute rest
curls - 5
tris - 10
shoulder - 10
lat - 10
bench - 10
2.5 minute rest
curls - went back to the 20s for 10 reps
shoulder - 10
tris - 10
bench - 9
lats - 13
3 minutes rest
forearm destroyers (8 lb plate suspended from a length of pipe by a cord, twist from ground up to pole and back down again) x 3

will post food after work
 
whats up man? just droppin in. good job on the consistency of your work outs. how are the results coming? You measureing/weighing/taking pics?
 
Thanks guys, I appreciate hearing it.

@RJAZ520 not yet. I don't currently have a camera, and I am trying to psych up to step on the scales and face how bad it really is. I honestly hate the scale the 1st 4-8 weeks in my condition since I am quite sure I will be building new muscle weight as fast as I lose the fat weight.

But I also understand and respect that I have to track some metrics to fully appreciate the journey. I did think I was going to weigh in a day or two ago, and I ended up staring at the scale for nearly 2 minutes trying to will it to happen. It didn't. I wonder if I'm not mildly retarded at times.

Sunday June 28th and Tuesday June 30th

Cardio both days. 45-50 minutes, light jogging intervals. I can feel my stamina coming up some here, and I might be running a full 15 minutes soon. Sigh. So much better and still so far to go.

Getting some good engagement on theses sessions too. Sunday I felt the glutes nicely on some of the nastier inclines and Tuesday I felt some "protests" from the forward-facing thigh muscles (is that quads still?). Good response from the calves on all sessions so far.

Tuesday was extra hellish. Managed to jog further than any session so far, but it was hot as Hades (3 pm in the U.S. southeast in summer) and I had no motivation+headache going in. Nasty enough even the endorphines did not knock it out.

Monday June 29th

weights today: curls w/the 30s except where noted, 30s on the shoulders, 20s on the tris, 80 on the back, 125 on the chest, 8 on the forearms

curls-6, shoulders-10, tris-10, back-15, chest-9 or 10 (I lost count), forearms-1

2-3 minutes rest

curls-6, shoulders-10, tris-10, chest-8, back-15, forearms-1

3 min. rest

back-5, chest-10, tri-10, bis-10 (w/ 20s), shoulders-5

Back down to 3 sets instead of 4, but running the circuit like this lets me work it harder with less rest stops. Will add 10 pounds to the bench as soon as I can manage 3x10 without issue for 2 or 3 sessions. Also, I need to buy some more small plates, as I am stuck unable to add just 10 until I do so.

Up from 30 minutes of slow and light work to 35 of more moderate intensity work. I feel like my shoulders are starting to plump up a little, but it might just be increased muscular awareness as I bring em back online (so to speak)


Food, or what I don't want to talk about

Slow going and lots of stumbles. I know one of the last three days I ate pretty clean. The other two though......well, I ate clean snacks and a clean meal or two, but I snuck in 3 or so junk meals.

I am out of whey protein and short on funds for the moment. The kitchen still needs a proper stock up. And I am having issues getting up early enough before work to work out, recover, clean up, AND prep food for the day.

On the plus side I am off today and tomorrow so I can try prepping the night before tomorrow. My biggest stumbling block is when I get hungry and don't have a plan/something clean handy. Also, my b'day was last week and someone close to me is taking me shopping for it tonight. I smell some whey and weight plates possibly coming.
 
Wed-Thurs July 1-2 2009

Off days. No exercise. ate some junk, most of it to include a slice and a half of pie, 3 or 4 oz. of dark chocolate and a plate of pizza at CiCis. I did still get in plenty of healthy snacks - carrots, banana or two, two salads, but the junk is there.

Also, read some other journals and vowed to be more honest/detailed in here.

Went shopping on Wednesday and got two more 5 lb plates to step up with, a bag of GNC's chocolate whey powder, and a little hibachi-style weber grill.

Today

Slept in, so no A.M. workout. I was scheduled for a split, but they kept me straight through and by the time I hit the grocery store and got home it was 8ish.

Food

Two scoops of the whey in milk (40g protein + the milk) and a banana
1/2 grilled chicken bosom w/ 1/2 c. carrots and another nanner
1 single bread stick with cinnamon spread and icing
other 1/2 of the chicken breast a clif mojo dipped bar

Workout

Curls (30s) x 6, triceps (20s) x 10, shoulders (30s) x 10, bench@ 135 x 7, back @ 80 x 18
rest 3
triceps x 10, curls x 5, shoulders x 10, back x 18, bench x 7
rest 3 or 4
curls x 6, shoulders x 10, triceps x 10, bench x 7, back x 20

Could have pushed it another set and added in forearms, but timing on a pair of issues made me decide to cut it short.

Also, it's a 3 weight day week, so I can pile on Sunday and Tuesday.

Food addendum and daily ramblings

Ground chuck burgers (20% fat) on the grill and in my belly soon. Whole wheat buns, mustard, sharp cheddar, pickles. Mmmmmm, pickles.

Also, a long island tea for PWR =D

The whey is good, BTW, but I cannot bring myself to take the recommended dose of 3 scoops (60 g protein) - especially for an early AM calorie boost. 2 scoops is sludgish enough; I found myself chewing a bit of my milk today.

So glad I did not try to jump up 20 lbs on the bench since the 10 pound jump always whoops me out for 3 sessions or so.

I suck on a grill, but only due to lack of experience.

I need more substantial meals during the 1st 1/2 of the day since even today I found myself getting more and more ravenous as the day wore on. I mean, I eat, I get full, I am not hungry, but when I do get hungry again it seems to be worse every time. I shoot for every 3 hours too, although one meal a day might be 4 or more after the prior meal.
 
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