Hello from someone new.

Hi everyone. I wanted to post for the first time, lay it all on the line.

I am 24 and have always been pretty in shape, even tiny. At 19 I was underweight weighing just 102lbs and 5'5''. I have never had any eating issues, I just was super busy/stressed and lost weight. At 20, when I became pregnant with my daughter I right away gained 15 lbs. My doctor explained my body was getting to a better weight to keep me and the baby healthy.

I did not gain excessively during my pregnancy, just around 35 lbs on top of the necessary 15. When I left the hospital I weighed the most I ever have in my life at 161. Ok breath, it was water weight. My hands the side of my baby's body. If you have had a kid you know how scary it is to be all huge and bloated after birth. Thankfully that went away fast as did anther 20 or so pounds. I lost another ten through some diet, I was lazy about it, but knew my body would do what it needed to.

At this point I was at 135, and fine with this weight. I didn't expect to be 102lbs ever again! I didn't want to be.

In the past 4 years I somehow now weigh just around 150/155 (my weight always fluctuates 5 lbs.) I like to blame this on my boyfriend and him feeding me but who can say really why. I am not 19 anymore, I sit in an office and work and simply cannot be AS active as I once was, I gave birth and my body did change a bit (although I liked the changes a lot.)

Today I figured out that in exactly 10 1/2 weeks my boyfriend will be suprising me with a trip to Hawaii. Ok I assume this is where. It's a beach, no passport needed, we have been talking about going there. He said for sure bikini needed. I leave August 26th (my bday 31st.)

I have made it my goal to drop a few lbs and tone up before we leave. I figure 10 weeks is a good amount of time to tone up. I am not feeling the need to drop a ton. I am happy that my shape is naturally very muscular. My legs always very toned. My stomach is my least favorite feature, as are my upper arms. The arms I know with a little weight training will be back in shape, the stomach, of course, is much more difficult.

I suspect my bf will propose on this trip (4 plus years together) so I want to be in shape then, and not have to be the bride trying so hard to lose it at the last minute. I want my photo's from Hawaii to look good. He is going to work out with me.

So I am here because I felt the best way for me to begin losing the weight is to lay it all on the line. I will post my before pic now, and be totally honest. I am hoping this will help me lose the weight.

I am going to start running soon. I had a knee injury at 15 which has since made running a bit painful but am wanting to get back into it. Also my bf and I bought new mountain bikes for the summer...cannot wait to get out.

So that is my story. Thanks for reading.


Ok I will post a picture when I can figure out how. Technical issues tonight, not even attachments are working.
 
First of all it's unfair to blame other people for your weight gain. You didn't have to eat anything he gives you..

Once you accept that you got yourself there, no one else.. then you can begin to do this for yourself and your health.

Welcome to the forum and I wish you luck with losing weight and working out. :)
 
Good luck mynewbikinibod. What a great handle.

Your goals seem reasonable. Welcome to the forum. Will you be starting a diary?
 
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