Well I thought I would start again, I’ve had the most Shi**st few weeks and I doubt anything will make them better I managed to slip into depression, quit my job because of a work colleague only to reinstate it and for them to quit.
I’m starting to work everything out though, hence the new blog, new blog = new mindset. I’m going to try my hardest to stop making goals I cannot make and I’m going to try my hardest to do this even if it kills me!!
My weight is now 260.4, which is a loss of 2.2 pounds from my start date on here, and I hope that will be more, I want to be skinner for Christmas/New Year and once I’m finished on this journey I want to be the type of girl I’ve always wanted to be, but to scared to do anything about it! I’ve always wanted to be the sexy pierced tattooed girls you see around but I’ve always been scared to get a tattoo encase it get stretched or it shrinks when I lose weight , well no more I’m going to treat myself to tattoo’s and piercings when I lose the weight oh and yarn lol.
I’ve added a lot of my first post from my last blog as a lot of it, is still around and its still how I feel. Read on and watch me go from a size 26/28 to a hardarsed sexy suicide girl ((hopefully!!!!))
Hi welcome to my diary, I’m Nessy I'm 22 and well yeah I’m fat, and I’m not going to make any excuses or even sugar coat it, I’m fat because I don’t exercise as much as I should and I eat way too much. I have tried time and time again to lose my weight everything from lighter life to Weight Watchers and well nothing has seemed to work for me, I've lost a bit of weight and then I seem to put that and more on.
For me it’s basically been a never ending cycle, diet starts on Monday either lose it that day or diet for a few weeks lose a bit of weight, fall of the wagon gain the weight and more and start again the next Monday. Well no more!! I’ve bloo*y had enough I really have and I’m determined more than ever to make this happen.
I know this isn’t going to be easy I have a lot of weight to lose, and well I know that its not going to be a quick fix I’m going to be on my journey for a long time there are no quick fixes, and well I’m ready to try and do something with my life.
What I’m going to try and do is basically calorie count and do exercise. I’m also hoping to not eat after 7pm, try and cut out as much processed foods as possible, not eat anything which has a fat content of more than 4/5, drink around 2 to 4 litres of water a day, and mostly not think of this as a diet but more a way of life a new healthy life.
My starting weight is 260.4
-- How much weight do you want to lose?
Id love to lose around 122.6 pounds but I will lose whatever amount I need to, to feel happy with myself and what size I am. Overall id love to be a size 12/10UK
-- What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight?
However long it takes as I’m not going to give up this time and I’m going to make it to the end however long it is.
-- How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)?
I’m going to Calorie Count using a calorie counter I’m going to do a free trial of Weight Loss Resources so going to see how that is.
-- Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?
Id like to say I have my boyfriends support and I know I do but since we’ve been together he’s been through too many “Monday’s” so that question will be a wait and see
-- How realistic is your goal?
Id like to say its very realistic, I’m not going to try and give myself too many time frames, I will be giving myself targets to get to but realistic ones with a weight loss of around 1.5/2 pounds a week. I think my overall goal to be a size 10/12 is realistic but it is one of those things I’m going to have too lose the weight first as I’ve never been that small ever!
-- When will you start?
I’m starting right now, now little miss nice girl.
-- What is your current height and weight?
Current height is 5”6 and weight is 260.4 pounds
Well I’m going to go to bed now. I will be trying to update this daily so I can see the places I go wrong and right. I would like any comments even if they are just to kick me into the right direction lol. Most of all though id like to thank you for the support through this journey and I know I’m going to do it this time
Nessy xx
I’m starting to work everything out though, hence the new blog, new blog = new mindset. I’m going to try my hardest to stop making goals I cannot make and I’m going to try my hardest to do this even if it kills me!!
My weight is now 260.4, which is a loss of 2.2 pounds from my start date on here, and I hope that will be more, I want to be skinner for Christmas/New Year and once I’m finished on this journey I want to be the type of girl I’ve always wanted to be, but to scared to do anything about it! I’ve always wanted to be the sexy pierced tattooed girls you see around but I’ve always been scared to get a tattoo encase it get stretched or it shrinks when I lose weight , well no more I’m going to treat myself to tattoo’s and piercings when I lose the weight oh and yarn lol.
I’ve added a lot of my first post from my last blog as a lot of it, is still around and its still how I feel. Read on and watch me go from a size 26/28 to a hardarsed sexy suicide girl ((hopefully!!!!))
Hi welcome to my diary, I’m Nessy I'm 22 and well yeah I’m fat, and I’m not going to make any excuses or even sugar coat it, I’m fat because I don’t exercise as much as I should and I eat way too much. I have tried time and time again to lose my weight everything from lighter life to Weight Watchers and well nothing has seemed to work for me, I've lost a bit of weight and then I seem to put that and more on.
For me it’s basically been a never ending cycle, diet starts on Monday either lose it that day or diet for a few weeks lose a bit of weight, fall of the wagon gain the weight and more and start again the next Monday. Well no more!! I’ve bloo*y had enough I really have and I’m determined more than ever to make this happen.
I know this isn’t going to be easy I have a lot of weight to lose, and well I know that its not going to be a quick fix I’m going to be on my journey for a long time there are no quick fixes, and well I’m ready to try and do something with my life.
What I’m going to try and do is basically calorie count and do exercise. I’m also hoping to not eat after 7pm, try and cut out as much processed foods as possible, not eat anything which has a fat content of more than 4/5, drink around 2 to 4 litres of water a day, and mostly not think of this as a diet but more a way of life a new healthy life.
My starting weight is 260.4
-- How much weight do you want to lose?
Id love to lose around 122.6 pounds but I will lose whatever amount I need to, to feel happy with myself and what size I am. Overall id love to be a size 12/10UK
-- What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight?
However long it takes as I’m not going to give up this time and I’m going to make it to the end however long it is.
-- How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)?
I’m going to Calorie Count using a calorie counter I’m going to do a free trial of Weight Loss Resources so going to see how that is.
-- Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?
Id like to say I have my boyfriends support and I know I do but since we’ve been together he’s been through too many “Monday’s” so that question will be a wait and see
-- How realistic is your goal?
Id like to say its very realistic, I’m not going to try and give myself too many time frames, I will be giving myself targets to get to but realistic ones with a weight loss of around 1.5/2 pounds a week. I think my overall goal to be a size 10/12 is realistic but it is one of those things I’m going to have too lose the weight first as I’ve never been that small ever!
-- When will you start?
I’m starting right now, now little miss nice girl.
-- What is your current height and weight?
Current height is 5”6 and weight is 260.4 pounds
Well I’m going to go to bed now. I will be trying to update this daily so I can see the places I go wrong and right. I would like any comments even if they are just to kick me into the right direction lol. Most of all though id like to thank you for the support through this journey and I know I’m going to do it this time
Nessy xx
Keep working at it, you'll get there! I'd *love* to be a suicide girls! Only have 6 piercings though 