Feeling Depressed

Hi guys I'm kinda feeling depressed.I want to keep pressing forward toward my goal of getting stronger,fater and healthy but you see my mom does not know how to cook much and shes sorta not willing too. most of what she knows how to make are Microwave Meals.It kinda stresses me out on account almost no microwave meals are healthy!there is only 3 things that I think are healthy that she knows how to cook and thats Eggs,Cabbige and meatballs(Awsome),and meatloaf thats about it,other then that its simple things to cook like mac and cheese or something like that.I guess what I'm getting too is I would like my family to try and get healthy with me but none of my family seems to care.Please help me on this I don't know what to do and its not all my moms fualt, my evil dad keeps makeing her paraniod on account she put a restraining order over him 5 years ago becouse a side of my family was so abusive,and she didn't want us to live a life full of abuse.anyway my dad has lots of friends that stalk my mom,and sometimes its my dad himself that stalks my mom.

so I have a

mom-Awsome becouse she led me away from an Really Abuseive life but is still
scared becouse my dad(the guy I really really really hate) and his friends constently tormenting her,me and my older and little brothers.

big bro sean-over wieght,IQ of 72 who always makes excuses for not trying to have a better life.

Little bro Kyle-sometimes looks up to me(makes me feel like an awsome big brother)but at the same time doesn't realize whats going on becouse he's only 9

Me(Wesley)-trying to make a good life for myself and my family but my mom thinks she can't have a good life becouse my Evil Dad who I have a Rage in me that just wants to kill him with my bare hands.My big bro who thinks he can't have a good life becouse he constently thinks he too stupid so why bother,and a little bro who I admire becouse at least he's trying to have a good life but at the same time he has to go see our dad(court order) and I get mad at kyle and get sad for kyle becouse he never knew what it was like:bncry: the pian,the abuse,the crying,the anger my Dad coused my family
and me!!!!!!
:bncry::bncry::bncry::bncry:

you guys proly don't care about this but I do so please post back and just PLEASE TRY TO HELP A GUY OUT!!!
 
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Hey man :) you don't have any money of your own to buy food ? If you dont maybe you could ask your mum and she would give you some money to buy your own food? and dude i went threw a tough time with my parents. They had 5 kids and i was the last one. Everyone els had moved out and they decided to get divorced so i was the one left who had to deal with it and keep my mum from comiting suicide which was pretty hard. With all this i had dropped out of school moved to a city far away and tried studying at tafe some computer course and hated it. I felt totally lost and had no idea what i wanted to do with myself and that i was a complete loser and failure. But things have gotten better and my parents are getting back together...kind of anoying actually seeing as what i went threw. I have found something i am good at and enjoy which is fitness. I have decided i want to spend the rest of my life doing some kind of job or jobs in the fitness industry. :) Your situation does sound bad but you can push threw it mate. I know it feels bad at the moment but things will get better if you try your hardest to change them!
 
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thanks but you see my moms a bad cook and so am I and I try to get her to get skilled at it better but she does not seem to care.please help give me some advice please guys I was feeling depressed yesterday but now it feels like a part of me is missing I don't know why its like that I guess what I'm saying is I feel as if no matter how hard I try I'll never be enough for myself or anyone else:( I've been bottleing stuff up for 13 years.
 
the cops are involved they don't believe my moms being stalked they believe shes phyco and shes not! anyway the depressing feeling has went away thanks to the site and my friends.but still its stressing
 
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