fat2fit
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Ok I have been on here for a little while and I think it is now time to start my diary.
Just to start out....
I am 35 years old, almost 36
I am married and I have 5 children who range in age from 6mo. to 12 years. I have been overweight my entire life and obese for most of my adult life. I don't remember when the first time was that I dieted. I just remember the comments from family members and complete strangers. I lost weight a few times in my life...once when I started college...most people gain the freshman 15, well I lost 20 pounds. Mostly because I didn't have the money to buy junk food and because my dorm room was the furthest out and I walked everywhere. I gained it back eventually. I lost again when I met my husband. I was in love and of course we don't like to eat(a lot) in front of our new loves. So I lost about 20 pounds then. Gained it back when the relationship got more serious and comfortable. I have been to weight watchers a couple of times. It is a great program and I lost 89 pounds on it. It took me a long time to lose it, but I thought that was it, I will get to goal and will not gain it back. I wanted another baby and it just wasn't working. I actually got pregant, but I miscarried. I tried for a whole other year. Still nothing. I was exercising hard and that is probably why it wasn't happening. So, I ended up gaining ALL of the weight back...and of course I get pregnant. So there I was 2 more babies later and I was 277.5 pounds. I contemplated going back to weight watchers, but I decided not to. So far I have lost 36.1 pounds, all on my own. I actually feel better doing this on my own. With WW I felt horrible and guilty if I went off plan for an hour or a day. So when I ate something bad I would just eat more bad stuff thinking "What the heck...might as well eat bad for the rest of the day". But, with me not having to stick with a regimented plan I feel it is OK to have a small peice of cake on my son's birthday. As long as I stop there.
Unfortunately I have not started exercising yet. But I can feel my body wanting to. It is just not happy anymore sitting around. It wants to get up and move.
I have been posting some on other areas of this website and I have to say that I am so happy with all the people and all the help and encouragement they give on this site. THANKS!
Cathy
Just to start out....
I am 35 years old, almost 36
Unfortunately I have not started exercising yet. But I can feel my body wanting to. It is just not happy anymore sitting around. It wants to get up and move.
I have been posting some on other areas of this website and I have to say that I am so happy with all the people and all the help and encouragement they give on this site. THANKS!
Cathy
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