Hello, I am new to this. Had a wee scan through a few diaries there and decided to go on ahead and create my own. I hope to share my experiences with uns and get some support...Because as we all know life is unpredictable and there are guests, holidays and just bad days hehe

I'l start with the a little bit of background about myself. I am 17 years of age and in my life I have never been really fat. I wouldn't call myself fat right now, just "big", like there are areas that I would like to improve. First of all, is that I have this unbelievably irritating body shape called - PEAR! This is when most of your fat is situated at the bottom, like your thigs, bum and legs. So annoying. Like I am completely happy with my waist and belly, but looking at the bottom..yeah man I would consider myself big.
My weight loss journey started in September 2011 where I have found some diet online and decided to follow the diet for 3 weeks. So naive! Just on the first day I got that hungry, I have ate everything I see.
So...decided to start again. Just after New Year's Eve I have started to eat more healthily, workout at home with Jillian Michaels DVD, run outside and even visit a "toning machine" place where I was running on a treadmill. That's how I have lost about 5kg...then got sick and have lost another 3kg...After that I got lazy and ate everything I could so gained everything back.
Now again, I battle with my weight from September 2012 and still haven't even lost 2kg lol That is because I can't keep it up, I always end up eating and eat for WEEKS.
I have no more time to waste and I want to loose weight once and forever. I have only about 3months left, since Im going home in July and so must be in a good shape.
My current weight: 61kg which is about 134 pounds.
Height - 165cm, which is about 5 feet and 4 inches
Goal weight - really, 47kg 103 pounds..but for July I atleast hope to reach 53kg (116 pounds)
Here I will write evey day's menu and what exercise I have done.

I'l start with the a little bit of background about myself. I am 17 years of age and in my life I have never been really fat. I wouldn't call myself fat right now, just "big", like there are areas that I would like to improve. First of all, is that I have this unbelievably irritating body shape called - PEAR! This is when most of your fat is situated at the bottom, like your thigs, bum and legs. So annoying. Like I am completely happy with my waist and belly, but looking at the bottom..yeah man I would consider myself big.
My weight loss journey started in September 2011 where I have found some diet online and decided to follow the diet for 3 weeks. So naive! Just on the first day I got that hungry, I have ate everything I see.
So...decided to start again. Just after New Year's Eve I have started to eat more healthily, workout at home with Jillian Michaels DVD, run outside and even visit a "toning machine" place where I was running on a treadmill. That's how I have lost about 5kg...then got sick and have lost another 3kg...After that I got lazy and ate everything I could so gained everything back.
Now again, I battle with my weight from September 2012 and still haven't even lost 2kg lol That is because I can't keep it up, I always end up eating and eat for WEEKS.
I have no more time to waste and I want to loose weight once and forever. I have only about 3months left, since Im going home in July and so must be in a good shape.
My current weight: 61kg which is about 134 pounds.
Height - 165cm, which is about 5 feet and 4 inches
Goal weight - really, 47kg 103 pounds..but for July I atleast hope to reach 53kg (116 pounds)
Here I will write evey day's menu and what exercise I have done.