I hate to say it but after a year of keeping off about 25 pounds christmas, new years and holidaying has got the better of my lovely healthy lifestyle, and I've now put back on about 16 pounds of what I initially lost. The thighs are coming back, the boobs are once again popping out of tops and the stomach hasn't got the awesome flatness I was so proud of. What I hate most of all is that my face structure is losing the nice definition that I didn't know was possible for me when I was chubby.
Very disappointed with myself but I know I gotta be positive and get back on the wagon. Bought a fitness ball today and picking up the old bike tomorrow. Gotta get back into measuring my meals onto smaller plates and getting rid of the addictive peanut butter (until I can again trust that I won't have to much of it). Will take some new before photos tomorrow. Never thought I would have to do this again, but I guess at least it's something to work towards and look forward to. I felt so right once I had lost the weight but now I feel trapped again and uncomfortable.
Wish me strength and positivity. Those are what got me through the last time.
Very disappointed with myself but I know I gotta be positive and get back on the wagon. Bought a fitness ball today and picking up the old bike tomorrow. Gotta get back into measuring my meals onto smaller plates and getting rid of the addictive peanut butter (until I can again trust that I won't have to much of it). Will take some new before photos tomorrow. Never thought I would have to do this again, but I guess at least it's something to work towards and look forward to. I felt so right once I had lost the weight but now I feel trapped again and uncomfortable.
Wish me strength and positivity. Those are what got me through the last time.
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