Day 1 and I've already failed. Seems like I'm just not up to this. I want it so bad yet give in so easier. My goal of being slimmer for my 2 week holiday in April is looking less and less likely. I just wanna love myself, love me for me. I'm fed up of feeling like people are staying at me when I eat out or go to the takeaway, I hate the fact that I can't even eat as public as think that people are thinking ' oh she's always eating'. Normal would be nice. I just want to be normal and happy. Weighing in at 213 pounds at only 19 years old, I just want/need help. A weight loss buddy would be good for me, lol. I just need a little push now and again. Sorry for boring you guys, I'd love to hear you're weight loss missions or success stories 