So, today was my first official day of trying to control myself. Having had a lot of first official days in the past and utterly failing, I decided I wouldn't go all the way today. Instead, I set a rule that I am not allowing myself to break until I am off my diet and have reached my target weight. My first rule is, no drinks with calories and no food after 9 pm.
This was harder than expected. I ate as I usually do - very badly - throughout the day, but was successful in sticking with my rule I'm going to follow this rule, and this rule only for a few days and then add another rule, and so on until I have myself under control. Today I ate:
Large chicken salad sandwich on onion bun with cheese
piece of bread
baked beans
some crackers, cheeze-its and pretzels with dip
tortilla chips and salsa
two medium pieces of mexican casserole
peanut butter cup ice cream
Some may not call this success, but in sticking to my rule I give myself hope. If i can stick to this rule, I can stick to another and another and another until I am under control and able to stick to an actual diet, something I have NEVER been successful at.
Let me know what you think!
Thanks.
This was harder than expected. I ate as I usually do - very badly - throughout the day, but was successful in sticking with my rule I'm going to follow this rule, and this rule only for a few days and then add another rule, and so on until I have myself under control. Today I ate:
Large chicken salad sandwich on onion bun with cheese
piece of bread
baked beans
some crackers, cheeze-its and pretzels with dip
tortilla chips and salsa
two medium pieces of mexican casserole
peanut butter cup ice cream
Some may not call this success, but in sticking to my rule I give myself hope. If i can stick to this rule, I can stick to another and another and another until I am under control and able to stick to an actual diet, something I have NEVER been successful at.
Let me know what you think!
Thanks.