brutallymodifie
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I am a 14 year old girl who is just about to graduate from high school. In August, I will be going to Boston and going to all the top schools there, as well as Washington State to apply at the University of Washington. August is my deadline. August is a really important month for me. I do not wish to go in for the interview looking like a flab. I know looks do not always matter, but first impressions do, and I am really determined to make this work.
I am 14 years old, 5'5, Asian and I weight 185lbs, no joke.
I have always been slim till I was 11 years old. It was that phase where I began to hate on the females for being so whiny and annoying, gushing about this and that. I always was with the boys, and you knows boys. They eat a lot at that age. Since I sit with them, I have allowed myself to eat a huge plate full of carbs, and we would always get extra food as well.
At 11 years old, I was about 98lbs. When I turned 13 years old, I was 180lbs. Huge jump, huge difference, just within 2 years.
And during this whole time, I have been quite active in fencing, swimming and softball. I guess in those 180lbs, I have quite a lot of muscle but plenty of fat as well.
I get discriminated at school quite often for my size. I'm one of the biggest girls in school, and I tend to be very quiet and aloof. So therefore, I get picked on the most. My mother picks on me too, making me feel really useless, ugly and fat.
I want to be within the weight range of 120 lbs - 140 lbs by this August. I know it's possible. But what I am really lacking is the motivation and because I'm just so damn lazy.
It is now the weekend, and I will indeed be starting on Monday itself.
I really am desperate for this right now.
I promise not to hurt myself in the process of doing so.
I am still pretty unsure about what to eat, but I do know that I should exercise more.
I am 14 years old, 5'5, Asian and I weight 185lbs, no joke.
I have always been slim till I was 11 years old. It was that phase where I began to hate on the females for being so whiny and annoying, gushing about this and that. I always was with the boys, and you knows boys. They eat a lot at that age. Since I sit with them, I have allowed myself to eat a huge plate full of carbs, and we would always get extra food as well.
At 11 years old, I was about 98lbs. When I turned 13 years old, I was 180lbs. Huge jump, huge difference, just within 2 years.
And during this whole time, I have been quite active in fencing, swimming and softball. I guess in those 180lbs, I have quite a lot of muscle but plenty of fat as well.
I get discriminated at school quite often for my size. I'm one of the biggest girls in school, and I tend to be very quiet and aloof. So therefore, I get picked on the most. My mother picks on me too, making me feel really useless, ugly and fat.
I want to be within the weight range of 120 lbs - 140 lbs by this August. I know it's possible. But what I am really lacking is the motivation and because I'm just so damn lazy.
It is now the weekend, and I will indeed be starting on Monday itself.
I really am desperate for this right now.
I promise not to hurt myself in the process of doing so.
I am still pretty unsure about what to eat, but I do know that I should exercise more.
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