Just a little check in. I upped my cardio this week and am feeling very good. I was just doing 30 min twice a day but am now doing 1 hour twice a day every other day and an hour on the in beteen days. On my twice a day I started jogging on the road and although its a million times more difficult than the treadmill it gives me a good sense of well being. I jog 5.2 miles straight during that time ( I briskly walk up hills! but there are only two short ones on my route). I didnt think my big butt would last but its already getting easier. Its also a confidence booster knowing that I can jog over 5 miles at the size I am. I know as my weight goes down and my muscles adapt more I will enjoy this even more. I do jog fairly easy because I dont want to hurt my joints but I do breath hard the whole time. Now I need to work on my last bad habit. I am a smoker and I can tell it holds me back in my work outs (not too mention the health risks.) I also had a visit with my doctor and was greatly relieved. Three weeks ago my blood pressure was 150 over 120 and my pulse was 98. Today 140 over 80 and my pulse was 78. My doctor had threatened me with blood pressure medication due to long term hypertension. I told her "give me a month" Well I have another week but she was already pretty impressed. Next will be a blood test to see how my cholesterol and Tryglicerides are. Before they were pretty high. My Cholesterol was like 236 and my Tryglicerides were 476!!! I have many motivating factors, both short and long term is my risk from high blood pressure and cholesterol, the thought of taking medicine (I dont even like to take tylenol), and short term Im going to vegas in three weeks! And knowing how I felt about my self and how I looked when I was in shape. I used to get so much attention which I have not got being a big guy. Totally understandable, I mean I went from healthy and happy to unhealthy depressed couch potato and started smoking. I feel so positive being on track to return to my former self and then some. Its just frustrating to work out so hard and then look in the mirror and say "dang buddy, you got a loooong way to go!" Dont get me wrong that thought doesnt affect me negatively it just motivates me to go that loooong way! LOL!