Well I have always been labled as "chunky", a "big girl" and all those other names that are used in reference to not being the ideal weight. For the most part I did not mind, or so I thought. Thinking back now I see that I REALLY did, I internalized and ate to feed my pain. i am now bouncing back and forth between 185 and 190lbs and having a very hard time liking myself these days. I can make the list of my accomplishments and I really am proud of them but lately my weight has been pushing those accomplishments aside when it comes to my happiness. I am short on time to start with and that means I am far from being able to find exercise time and me time. The average person would also then conclude that lack of time would mean that I also should not have time to put on the pounds -so not true. I look at food and I seem to gain weight, i think that my metabolism is shot.
Barb's Struggles and Triumphs
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