Hokay. Basically, in less than ten minutes of reading time, this is me for y'all to know the background to the Crazy Crazy Journey:
I'm an 18-year-old that started med school six months ago. Two months before that, I broke up (FINALLY!) with my boyfriend of two years, thus ending a really toxic relationship. I will refer to him from now on as That Bearded Bastard or TBB. So. TBB ... and my relationship with him. Did I love him? Yes. Did I want to be with him? No. But could I break away? NO! So I overate. Yes, I overate a year and a half, and I gained almost 20Kg. Besides, he was abusive. At first, it was just mental abuse - the "if you love me, you'll (fill the blank with some crazy idea) " kind. But before I could end it for good, he went so far as to beat me up. But now that I start a new year, I want a new life - and the old, adventurous, life-loving ME back.
About the weight. It's not that I want to go back to skinny. I want to be healthy. So I guess that'd be ... fifteen kilograms? Dieting's hard for me - I have THE sweetest tooth - but I'm really motivated, and I think I can shed off the weight in six months. Of course, I'll lose it and keep it off the usual way: diet and exercise. And I'm starting tomorrow, with a two-week detox diet. My mum's helping me, but it'd be really nice to have someone else support me. Someone that kind of knows what it's like to be ... "the fat friend". Or the one with the pretty face, never the pretty body.
And heeeeeere I go! Wish me luck, post me a comment or two, tell me you love me. OK, I'm kidding on the last one
I'm an 18-year-old that started med school six months ago. Two months before that, I broke up (FINALLY!) with my boyfriend of two years, thus ending a really toxic relationship. I will refer to him from now on as That Bearded Bastard or TBB. So. TBB ... and my relationship with him. Did I love him? Yes. Did I want to be with him? No. But could I break away? NO! So I overate. Yes, I overate a year and a half, and I gained almost 20Kg. Besides, he was abusive. At first, it was just mental abuse - the "if you love me, you'll (fill the blank with some crazy idea) " kind. But before I could end it for good, he went so far as to beat me up. But now that I start a new year, I want a new life - and the old, adventurous, life-loving ME back.
About the weight. It's not that I want to go back to skinny. I want to be healthy. So I guess that'd be ... fifteen kilograms? Dieting's hard for me - I have THE sweetest tooth - but I'm really motivated, and I think I can shed off the weight in six months. Of course, I'll lose it and keep it off the usual way: diet and exercise. And I'm starting tomorrow, with a two-week detox diet. My mum's helping me, but it'd be really nice to have someone else support me. Someone that kind of knows what it's like to be ... "the fat friend". Or the one with the pretty face, never the pretty body.
And heeeeeere I go! Wish me luck, post me a comment or two, tell me you love me. OK, I'm kidding on the last one