Angelice Hope <3

oh Ang it is so good to see you back!! Sounds like your last month has had its ups and downs.Wow almost 30 lbs loss!! I am not too far behind you!! Like you I have had a pretty uneventful last 3 weeks but I havent been stupid and gone on any crazy binge or anything.Just had to sit down and refocus on my goals!
We can do this together!:grouphug:
 
Great!!!

Its good to have you back on the forum Angi. boy Angi you have so much drama in ur life that u life almost looks like a soap ophra jajaja :smilielol5: Believe me I know that its dificult loosing weight by ur self but thats why the everybody is here for, for support and motivation! So like the song says:nopity: (lean on me when ur not strong ill be ur friend ill help u carry on for it wont be long till I need somebody to lean on) jajaj I like the begining of that song but not the chorus jajaja take care Angi and glad to have u back on the forum!
 
hey girl! way to go on your weight loss. I know how it is when drama comes into our lives... its hard to ignore it or deal with it and also stick with taking care of yourself....

( at least for me it is)

that is what had me be MIA the first time i was really trying to lose weight... but this time around... ive used the crazy drama and crappy stuff that happens as fuel for me and i have used my exercising as an outlet for those feelings.


welcome back!!! cant wait to watch you through your success!!!

Melissa
 
Good to see you posting, By the way I know you are a farm girl, guess what my neihbors have a ton of goats well they had 2 sets of triplets and gave my 7 year old daughter 2 of the babies. One of the babies back legs didnt work (so I named her Ilene) well my wife is a physical therapist so she does therapy on this baby goat. Now it legs are fine! Hilarious! We got em when they were 1 day old. Been bottle feeding them for a month now. Fun but its a lot of work. They think we are their mama. They follow us everywhere! The bad part is they are boer goats and thier daddy weighs 300lb. They are girls but they are gonna be big girls. Thats just what I need a 200lb nanny goat that thinks I am its mama. Ha Ha Redneck fun!
 
lol sooo im fasting today...
sooo much bread yesterday and its made me feel like junk =P
lots of water though =] sooo hopefully i will feel better by tomorrow

hmmm im fixing to read the body for life for women book
as well as the walk away the pounds book
and like two other teenager books. xD
i really really feel like i need to refocus...
ohhhh and i also wanted to check out that couch to 5k program
sooooo much to do XD but i will take notes on things
i like and do my own thing =P

=T today has not started out well... i stayed up till 4:30 x__X
but =] i got to talk to my boyfriend like seriously serious.
we needed it sooooo bad =] ohh... but it wasnt on the phone
msn... lol but he said all the right things last night =P
that he had missed me this week and he promised we would talk more.
lol and then he said something about proving to the world that he
loves me<3 lol after i sent him a picture of me with his name.
i told him it was to show the world that i was his and i love him ^^
sooo that part was good =P

BUT... D:

then my mom woke me up at 9 am T_T and told me we needed to
like straighten up the house since my sisters boyfriends mom is coming
from cali just to see us in hickville... =P

sooo then i make a comment about how no one seems to be cleaning
but me... and she gets all huffy... (she was sitting on the couch watching tv)
and tells me not to start this morning... -___-" and to do what i was told to do
by her... haha she didnt tell me anything my sister asked me to clean the kitchen

i have been thinking... that i want to go stay with my grandparents for a month
or soo... just sooo i can visit with family while im a free bird...
i texted my dad about it... and he accidentally wrote my mom >_< sooo then
shes like what is he talking about... and i tell her... that i want to spend time
with them and learn how to grow a garden and get to know them while i still can.
she isnt thrilled by the idea...

later i get into trouble for the dishes not coming out clean... and she and i get
into a big ole fight because i couldnt hear hear her dumb rear over the washer
and im yell "WHAT?" she gets up and comes into the kitchen and slaps me =T
saying shes still the parent and i will respect her ... =T umm... im sorry but
i am having a hard time respecting a woman who lays on the couch all day
and wont even sleep in her own bed... forces us to pick out her clothes,
make her food, and do things like turn off lights for her or go out to her truck to
get things she has forgotten... i really have gotten to the point where i resent her.
shes a bad role model... she talks about me being lazy... when she wont do the
things herself...

sooo then shes like you will not go to your grandparents... you just got into a fight
with me sooo you could use that to go live with them... you may be 18 but this is
my house and my rules and you WILL respect me....

i feel sooo trapped T_T i wouldnt even be here right now... if she and my dad would
have taught me to drive... im stuck... the military is a bit of an escape for me...
haha and guess what? my permit has expired... alabama and arkansas permits...
2 year permit... and a 6 month permit ... wtf... its not that hard to teach someone
how to drive is it?

im really sorry for ranting... this has just not been a good day... i honestly want
nothing to do with my mother... hmmm... she feels the same about her mom....
funny eh?

but anyways... i tried on a few of my smaller pants... and some of them are
starting to fit =] and i am actually wearing one of my rings atm... soo my
fingers are slimming down^^ and i was able to slide my class ring on pretty
easily haha even though it kinda has a muffin top atm XDDD

hmmm and i was looking at a thread about summer and bikinis and i said i
wanted to lose 40 pounds by june 1st (my birthday) well guess what?!
im only like 10-12 pounds away from that goal!!! =] i think... if things
keep going as well as they have been... i will be 165ish by my birthday...
which is....50 pounds!!!! =] we shall see... ^^

i think this year for my birthday i want to go and do something active...
like hiking up in the ozarks =D ^^ this gives me something fun to think of.
hmmm.... or maybe wearing shorts to a theme park!!! i havent done that
since my 10th or 11 birthday =P
 
thanks for the support juan =] your pretty much awesome =P

marie... ahhhh i need to learn how to use my drama as a
drive tooo =]

brawny!!! woooh omgosh that sounds like sooo much fun^^
have you started them on a coccidiosis treatment yet?
3-4 weeks is a good time for that =]
we have only had a couple of baby boer goats...
the adults can be pretty intimidating =P
atm i have two little 2 week old babies
and my vanilla is about to have babies tooo =D
 
Aaaawww hun it sucks to be young...Sometimes at this age i feel trapped too for different reasons...

We just gotta suck it up and deal with it the best we can and movce forward.

Get back into your exercise zome/routine and try to not worry to much.

I try hard not to be that kinda mom, well im not, im not lazy and such and I hate being mean and putting my foot down but sometimes i need to...

You will figure things out:)
 
Hey girl: Really cant blame you for wanting to spread your wings... 18 is an age that you really start exploring who you are or what you could be.


If there is ONE THING i can tell you about you wanting to move out and be a free bird... its this.


DO NOT leave on bad terms. ( and this is why)

about 4 years ago i was in the same situation or similar as you. I decided i wanted to be out and about and free to be who i wanted and experience life. my dad was super strict which was so annoying...but we were REALLY REALLY CLOSE. Daddys girl to the extreme. anyways, finally one day he pissed me off beyond belief and i decided i was leaving. It was over a dumb fight.... and for a boy at the same time he didnt approve of.

Regardless of why, i moved out, despite his feelings and really it was in a moment of anger that i decided to leave.


4 years later... my dad and i still do not have a close relationship like we once did. and i really do regret doing things the way i did. It was silly and immature.


SOOOO....

all that to say, chose to make that move when you are thinking clearly and not running off bult up frustration and emotion.... its the worst thing you would do to yourself and your family!!


Now, that being said, moving out so young, really did allow me to grow up and mature to a point that many my age still are trying to get a grasp on. Good luck with your search for what is going to make you happiest and content.

Also.... tell that boyfriend you have better things to do than fight with him!!!!

hehehee jk girl im just messing with you... i know how it goes!!!!!:smilielol5: silly boys!! isnt it great though when they say the "right things" hehehe
 
hey friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!your back.. I'M SO GLAD WE NEED TO DO THIS.. LET'S GET REAL SKINNY.. I KNOW WE CAN.. YOU KNOW I HOLD RESENTMENT SOMETIMES AGAINST A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT YOU KNOW IN THE END IT'S OUR OWN LIVES AND WE JUST HAVE TO MAKE IT.. LET'S DO THIS SHIT.. LET'S START STAYING ACCOUNTABLE.... YOUR THE SHIT AND IM GLAD YOUR BACK AND LETS START TALKING MORE ..XOXO IVETTE:Angel_anim:
 
thanks tru =] i missed it sooo much here!
i feel sooo motivated and inspired when im on WLF^^

cinderelly, my boyfriend has told me a billion times
that im tooo highstrung... i made the connection today that i
really really need to find ways to chill out.
and i really dont like feeling sooo angry ... its not how i normally
approach things... i guess ive gotten a little bit lost.
but no more of that^^ im recommitting myself to my body.

marie =P yeahhh boys are crazy but i am sooo tototally smitten
with him<3 (lol even just saying that makes me grin like a dummy)
and leaving angry definitely isnt the best thing to do for me.
i dont know where all this negative emotion is coming from... =T
its ridiculous =P i kinda wonder if the fact that i wasnt able to
post here for such a long time to have my mini venting sessions
has led to a massive pileup xD lol does that make any sense?!

woooooh! nice pep talk ivette^^
i need to work on ridding myself of this resentment and anger...
or it will lead to frown lines xDD =P but seriously i dont want to
live the life of an angry resentful person. i need to assess my
feelings more actively and forgive and move on. =)
 
=T hopefully this will be the last post i have to make for a while thats soo sad...
we lost 3 babies yesterday... (goats) 5 babies during the month i was gone =T
-Maha's son little bicolored sweetiepie
-Heifer's sons blackboy and mommasboy

and the 3 week old twins belonging to our matriarch Bitburg (big momma)
-combover (little boy)
-little miss stuckup (little girl)

the weather has been insane here lately...
and last night it just suddenly dropped off below freezing...
after a warm day... and the babies just couldnt take it.

ohhh i cried this morning when i went out to the pasture...
big momma has been hysterical... she was usually quiet with them
but now that they are gone she cries for them and stands by the
fence i guess waiting for us to bring them back T_T
 
Monday March 30th

Breakfast - nothing =T

Lunch - 400 calories (fiber wrap, veggies, parmesan, salami, grain and fruit bar)

Dinner -
 
heheh yeahhhh this will be my 1000th post xD

today is going pretty well... i tried wearing a pedometer... but i dont know how accurate it is and that annoys me... =P im reading through those health books now... and seriously im just really confused about what i need to be doing LOL... need to get it set in stone sooo i can focus =] im really good at following things once it is visually tangible... and specific =]

right now im pretty chill, trying to go through feelings...

i need to find out more about the whole... couch to 5k thing. i would really like to do it... hmmm...
 
AngelicaHope said:
heheh yeahhhh this will be my 1000th post xD

today is going pretty well... i tried wearing a pedometer... but i dont know how accurate it is and that annoys me... =P im reading through those health books now... and seriously im just really confused about what i need to be doing LOL... need to get it set in stone sooo i can focus =] im really good at following things once it is visually tangible... and specific =]

right now im pretty chill, trying to go through feelings...

i need to find out more about the whole... couch to 5k thing. i would really like to do it... hmmm...
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hey chickee!!! Awwww :( that is so sad about the babies dying!! Sucks man!....and isn't it so sad, animals can feel so much..you can see their pain in their eyes! Sorry you were crying boo...:grouphug:!!!

I think that's GREAT about the Couch to 5k thing...you should really do it....one of my favorite sites is they have SO MANY cool things to look at there..and you can find ways to train and programs and races too...if you are interested to set a little goal for yourself!

....I am super Happy that you are your bf are doing great! When was the last time you saw him....? have you yet?....regardless...I'm glad he makes you feel great! That's what life's about!!!AND YES...take a CHILL PILL WOMAN!!! ;)!!!

You are a sweet heart! I love seeing your face around! :)!!!
 
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