AlwaysCreeping - Weightloss/Journey Diary

AlwaysCreeping

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So here's the thing - I used to be heavy, Very Heavy. Lets just say I was more than 1/4 ton (500lbs+) at age 20, height 6'4.5''.

But I'm past that! Sort of..[Now Age 25]

See, Maintaining really is a b****. Its a balance of working out and dieting (Not really, Stick around and I'll show you what I mean).

So where am I now? Well I was at 225lbs, but I'll be honest now I'm a SOLID 260lbs. Why? Some would say, I got a job -- I sit in an office -- I'm less active. Pffttt... please. I eat and I eat.

Some people reading might think -- whats the big deal you are up from 225 to 260 (+35lbs) -- if you really did lose all that weight, just do it again. Well that's the thing. I always used to say 250lb was my limit -- at 250lb the gloves would come off and I would "get serious" well that was 10lbs ago and it seems to be getting worse. 90% of statistics are made-up on the spot, but I think I read something like 95% of people who lose considerable amounts of weight relapse. Hence, I'm trying to prevent it but also live my life. [Life is short]

This diary will be a journey through my philosophy of food, dieting, and exercise.

I also also give you a summation of what I ate and how much those fancy gym machines claim I burned.

I really hope this does get some attention from others -- and if you do find support in it, please let me know - it will encourage me to write more.

Pictures of me? Not Yet. I will either have to have an large audience or I can share them with you privately.

--July 6th, 2011--

Today was the typical day -- the reason why I started my blog in the first place. I went to the gym -- Had a heck of a workout.. but who cares. I clearly out ate my workout.

What did I eat:
Some Cereal - 220 Calories
Candy - Going to Call it 120 Calories
Chipotle Burrito Bowl - Going to Call it 800 (didnt eat all)
Taco Bell Fresco Soft Tacos (3) - Call it 600
Snickers Ice Cream - 180
Soft Pretzel - 160
Peanut Butter - 190
Bread - 80
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Total: 2350
Goal: 1700
Overage: 650
Approximately how much I burned at Gym (Over one hour, Various Cardio): 600-700

So in otherwords, Lots of work at the gym -- But at the end of the day I didn't come out ahead because of my eating.

So Why do I do this to myself.. I know what I have to do -- Hell I've done it before.. Why can I never seem to be the balance type of person -- its always one extreme or the other with eating -- I either eat 2500-3500 calories or I eat 1300 -- Its a very troubling personality -- I'm sure many people can share my frustration.

It is my hope that by writing and reflecting on days like today I can find the strength to say no to the burrito bowl at Chipotle or the misc garbage I've been eating. I have to get this under control.. Have to. The gym is not going to solve my problems..

I remember when I was losing all of the weight before (I lost roughly 280-290lb from high to low) people asked me how important exercise was (I didn't exercise for the first 200lbs lost) -- and I always say -- "It really isn't important at all for weight loss" and you know? I still feel like it isn't important today (or at least as important as diet). If you go and eat crap all day and end up 1500 calories over -- can you really make that up in the gym -- maybe for a day or two by virtually killing yourself for 3-4 hours, but at some point you physically cannot out-do your eating..

Lets say you over-eat just 400 calories a day (which really isn't that much at all)

400 calories x 7 days in a = 2800 calories or .8 lbs gained a week or 3.2 lbs a month OR 38.4LBS IN A YEAR!!!

So lets say you want to lose weight, Okay well lets say you go the gym an average of 4 days a week for EVERY SINGLE WEEK of the entire year -- no time off, you would have to burn 700 CALORIES A EVERYDAY at the gym to BREAK EVEN.

But here is where I bring it all home (logic wise), lets say you FOCUS on diet only -- SCREW exercising... I'm going to watch what I eat period.. and instead of eating 400 calories too much, you CUT your diet by 200 calories (effectively eating 600 calories less a day than the previous example before)

200 calories x 365 DAYS = 20.85 LBS LOST WITH NO GYM.

So lets recap:

Over-eat 400 calories a day, go to the gym for AT LEAST an hour probably 1.5 hours of cardio - 4 days a week to BREAK EVEN


OR

Under-eat 200 calories a day, NEVER set foot in the gym and lose 20.85lbs in a year.

Scary stuff isn't it?

I know what you saying, DO BOTH.. Under-eat 200 calories and burn 700 calories a day 4 days a week..
(200 * 365) + (700 * 4 *52) = (73000 + 145600) / 3500 calories = 62.45 lbs in a year lost. But here is the thing -- Its not realistic for most NORMAL people.

I'm fresh out of college and I have time to make it to the gym for 1.5HRS. I don't have kids or a second job.. Heck I have time to write a Diary (ew, I know). So don't feel guilty about not destroying yourself everyday in the gym -- get yourself to the point where you under-eat by 200 calories a day and have no guilt at all --- I think its just more variable to control your diet long-term.

Lets be honest, if it really is life-long, can you really commit every year of your life to doing 4-6 hours in the gym a week. If I live to be 75 -- that's over 50 years of GYM Commitment, its stupid.. Like it or not.. Disagree with me? Fine, I hope you are kicking ass the gym when you are 74, although I haven't seen many retirees watching Matlock on the treadmill (and I go all times of the day).

So my goal still is the same it is everyday -- Get the eating under control.

This is my first official post and if you can guess it, I love numbers -- I also know at some point excel is going to get involved -- Headsup.
 
Welcome...I to am a spread sheet junkie...I wonder if they have a forum for that?
which I am also addicted to...better make a list to sort out my average time spent online...

ok now I'm side tracked ...gotta go...and o yeah welcome again
and kudos on not letting the weight get to ahead of you :)
 
Hi AlwaysCreeping!

Congrats on dropping from 500+ to 265. That is a massive amount. Definitely should be proud of that first off.

I'm also at that 'getting serious zone' when I started this weight loss diary at 195lbs. I hovered around 175-190 and always 'got serious' when I was closer to 190.

Personally, I had a lot of success in my life with weight loss only when I exercised as well as ate better.

As much as I love Chipotle - mostly because I own some of their high flying stock many years ago - definitely need to avoid those foods as you know.

What I find works for me is packing my lunch/snack for the next day. Find something that you love to eat, prepare it in a healthy way and have it packed and ready the night before. That's what I find works best for me. Sometimes I'll say I'll pack something tomorrow morning, or I'll buy something on the way to work..but we all know how hard it is to wake up early to do that sort of stuff.

Find healthy foods that excites you. Doesn't have to be bland low calorie stuff like rice crackers - a cheese stick, yogurt, fruits, a homemade sandwich or google some. Pack it and have it ready. Even if you made your own taco bowl instead of chipotle's, it'd probably have half the calories of the real deal.

Exercise, I find, helps me avoid bad foods as often. Because hell I put in a lot of hard work to burn 200 calories, I don't want to ruin it for something unnecessary.

We all hit our plateaus during weight loss but as long as you keep searching for what works for you and don't give up, your weight will come down eventually.

Again, that is inspirational from 500 to 225. Take some time, refocus, figure out a strategy that works for you and dig down and do it!!

Good luck!
 
I have to keep today's post a little short because I had a long day..

What I ate today:
Peanut Butter and Jelly (Homemade-Jelly) - 400
About 400 calories of Candy (I know, I'm terrible)
Cereal - 300
Grapes - 100
Sandwich - 500
Tiny cookies - 90 (very very small)
Soft Pretzel - 160
Total: 1950 Calories - Still more than I wanted, but at least I'm showing some signs of hope.
Gym: Only 450 calories - I only went for about 45 minutes and had to run errands after work -- Looking for a solid 600-700 tomorrow (I know the machines calculators are inflated)

More importantly -- I feel a tad hungry at 11PM -- heading to bed, but the hunger makes me feel that I prolly had a small net for today. Lets say I even netted 500 calories -- that's a lb a week -- I'll take it.

Thank you for the replies -- It really does mean a lot to me that you replied -- I really do need to get to the point where I have healthy alternatives -- but today was a little unorganized and hectic -- and I still came out okay -- so I'm taking it as a victory.

In fact -- I'm going to Post at the end of my posts if I feel its a victory or defeat day..


::: VICTORY :::
 
In fact -- I'm going to Post at the end of my posts if I feel its a victory or defeat day..


::: VICTORY :::

LOVE this! :D

Well done & keep up the good work. You had an amazing loss before but yeah, this is a whole new battle now... one I know you're gonna win! :)
 
Hello and welcome

Congrats on the huge weight lose, hopefully one day I'll be able to say I lost roughly the same amount :)
 
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