Jami3LynnR
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"This is the last bit of junk food im going to eat, I swear!"
How many freaking times will I tell myself this??? I've been saying it for YEARS! Now I find myself in an uncomfortable spot, not feeling attractive, sexy or even worthy. Why am I so weak? DO I not have ANY self control???
*eats the last chip from my Jimmy Johns lunch*
I mean it this time. And im on here to have a sense of accountability because without that, I fail. Every time.
A light bulb flicked on in my head today as I accidently came across a photo of my Husbands Ex, in a 2 piece swimsuit. Not completely fit, but not fat either. But she looked better than I would in the same swimsuit. Im feeling jealous and FAT.
Last week I ordered a high top swimsuit online (huge mistake) and when I got it, it didn't fit my body right at all. VERY DISCOURAGING.
I'm just spilling thoughts. Feel free to comment below if you want but I find typing out my thoughts here really help me to stay focused.
I think I just need encouragement and I enjoy looking at the before and after's... if you guys can do it, I surely can.
-Jamie
How many freaking times will I tell myself this??? I've been saying it for YEARS! Now I find myself in an uncomfortable spot, not feeling attractive, sexy or even worthy. Why am I so weak? DO I not have ANY self control???
*eats the last chip from my Jimmy Johns lunch*
I mean it this time. And im on here to have a sense of accountability because without that, I fail. Every time.
A light bulb flicked on in my head today as I accidently came across a photo of my Husbands Ex, in a 2 piece swimsuit. Not completely fit, but not fat either. But she looked better than I would in the same swimsuit. Im feeling jealous and FAT.
Last week I ordered a high top swimsuit online (huge mistake) and when I got it, it didn't fit my body right at all. VERY DISCOURAGING.
I'm just spilling thoughts. Feel free to comment below if you want but I find typing out my thoughts here really help me to stay focused.
I think I just need encouragement and I enjoy looking at the before and after's... if you guys can do it, I surely can.
-Jamie

