19Skriblz19

19skriblz19

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Hey, what's up all of you on the forum. My name is Dani and I like to introduce myself. I'm ambitious to lose weight, I'm so tired of being pudgy cause I feel depressed all the time now. It's like I lost all the excitement to my life; i use to be thin. I'm going to use this site to log in my feelings and what' I'm doing everyday so I can keep myself motivated and look back at the way I felt while I was losing the weight. Friends are a blessing. Drop in and tell me what you guys think; I'm an open book. I'm known to ramble a lot :). hehe

I have a girlfriend named Paige (Been together about 2 years now) I'm young, but I'm certain this is the girl I want to be with for the rest of my days. I love her so much and I want to do this for her too because she is so beautiful and I want to look good for her, I'm sure she likes me the way I am, but I know she deserves better than this. I'm hers and she's mine. Her and me share the same kinds of likes and dislikes. We like to ramble and I'm in a long distance relationship; remember I been in it for two years, and it's been the hardest thing that I've ever done in my life. I live in California and she lives in Wisconsin, I visit her a couple of times a year and since I've met her, I've gained around 40 pounds. I'm 190 right about now and I use to be 149 around there. Well enough around there. :) Well hope no one has any bad comments. :)
 
Yup jeff. Were always on the phone after I get off work. It's really depressing that I barely get to see her, but yeah it's the reason why it's like that.

Before I got with her, I use to work out like crazy. I use to lift weights and dance cause that's what I loved to do, but now I really don't do anything at all. Attachment that's all. i got so obsessed with being on the phone that it got to a point where I always wanted her around. The more I wanted to be with her, the more depressed i got. but yeah.. it's all over with (not the relationship) i realized i got to get some air and live again. i'm just like, depressing myself doing that. God knows what was keeping me in that state, and now I just want to drop the weight cause its one of the major reasons why I'm depressed; selfcontious much. lol :)

you say you know that feeling? how?
 
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