I just came to a shocking conclusion. It's the same one I came to 3 months ago.
But this time, I will actually do something about it!
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I realized, before I jumped into the shower, how truly disgusting my entire body really is.
I hate it.
I mean really, no surprise right? Can you imagine a 116lbs. 16 year old male having a nice body?
Well, I thought I did. But sure enough, I was shocked, again.
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Now onto business. I am planning a 3 month bulking period. If I don't get results by then, I'll have no choice but to extend the time period. 6 days a week, for about 1 and 1/2 hours a day. Pure bulking.
I am wondering, is it possible too see drastic results in only 3 short months? I think I know the answer, NO, but I was wondering if there was some glimmer of hope.
Everything needs to increase. Everything. I will worry about neuromuscular strenght when I get the physique I want. As I type this, I feel I am trying to become the "stereotypical" picture of a "man".
But even so, I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. The only way to accept myself as a person is to become a "man". Shallow, but I feel it's the only thing that can solve my problem.
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Can someone suggest how many reps, and sets of exercises I should to get the maximum increase in size?
Would swimming help any? (I'm trying to avoid it for now, you know, with exposing my body and all. =P )
Should I completely forget about cardio?
Right now I am trying to calculate just how much size increase I need..I'll keep updating.
But this time, I will actually do something about it!
====
I realized, before I jumped into the shower, how truly disgusting my entire body really is.
I hate it.
I mean really, no surprise right? Can you imagine a 116lbs. 16 year old male having a nice body?
Well, I thought I did. But sure enough, I was shocked, again.
===============================================
Now onto business. I am planning a 3 month bulking period. If I don't get results by then, I'll have no choice but to extend the time period. 6 days a week, for about 1 and 1/2 hours a day. Pure bulking.
I am wondering, is it possible too see drastic results in only 3 short months? I think I know the answer, NO, but I was wondering if there was some glimmer of hope.
Everything needs to increase. Everything. I will worry about neuromuscular strenght when I get the physique I want. As I type this, I feel I am trying to become the "stereotypical" picture of a "man".
But even so, I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. The only way to accept myself as a person is to become a "man". Shallow, but I feel it's the only thing that can solve my problem.
==================================================
Can someone suggest how many reps, and sets of exercises I should to get the maximum increase in size?
Would swimming help any? (I'm trying to avoid it for now, you know, with exposing my body and all. =P )
Should I completely forget about cardio?
Right now I am trying to calculate just how much size increase I need..I'll keep updating.