Yeah, professional help would be nice, especially if I had a personal trainer. I was doing Yoga Booty Ballet for awhile, and I just kept working thru the pain because it's something I needed to do, but could never find anything that would keep me from hurting. I also used to do yoga, but the tapes I have still hurt. I just got a core ball, so I wanna try that stuff out and see if it kills my back as much as everything else. My back will never stop hurting, and I just have to try to work thru it...even if it means crying in pain the next day. I don't want to be overweight, and according to my current BMI, I'm getting kinda close. My mom may help me get caught up on bills, and if she does, I might be able to stay on top of everything. As long as I can get to that point, I'll be able to actually buy the food that I should be eating. I just don't eat much right now. My work has a snack bar for customers, and I'll usually grab a Quaker cereal bar in the morning, a bag of pretzels and a chewy granola bar in the afternoon. I get home, and while my bf was there, he'd usually dinner ready for us. Since he hasn't been there, I haven't been doing much of anything, including eating...