Hey, so growing up, around 7th grade it peaked, i was extremely overweight, ran a 15 minute mile. I started doing basic workouts like pushups and sits ups in 8th grade, sophomore year i began benching and working out more with weights, i joined the football team, senior year i joined the swim team and track and field team. Now i'm around 186 pounds, and can run around a 6 minute mile, but my body in my eyes is still repulsive, and i hate it. I've been working hard for the last few months especially dieting and lifting weights, and i have lost around 6 or 7 pounds, but this seems like such a low number. I've had a few people call me crazy and people tell me my body is fine, but i crave for a six pack and perfection.